hmmm...been sure a long tm since i really want to write in this blog..casue i lazy ma...hey i guy leh where got so siao about blog de so dont blame me k...so now i write le lo..my long long few mth story...
hmmm within this few mth alot of happy thing and unhappy thing happen ...but of course happy thing i will sure remember la..unhappy de..although i cant 4get but i try my best to 4get ...this few mth living together with laopo is really like a dream to me la...what to say leh...able to everyday see her when u wake up and hug her is very xin fu de...and able to do many thing for her..take care..her...massage for her..although everytime i alway complain about massage her long long...but leh...in my heart i not that meaning la...it just than sometime u need to make life more fun by joking ma...it feel good to be able to massage for her..i admit la sometime when i really tired i will feel dont like massage for her...but most of the time i ok with it and i enjoy it de...
starting we went work together than come home together..cooking food there to eat together..hmmm..now think of this i really want to go back time to feel it again ..it so shiiok la..but after that when we no able to work there cause they no need ppl le...than it become me myself alone working...although starting i really dont want but no choice la...than 1mth i work 15day lo..but when i start to work ...thing change alot too...i dont want to day la...hehe...mi mi..pay me $$ than i tell...but i do enjoy..la...
than it come to the end when we gg to move out casue dont want to stay there le..they want to rise rent ma..so we move lo..so we move to our friend house or anyhow stay lo...but i also enjoy la..as long with her can liao...than bads thing come when my laopo family got thing happen bad thing la...hmm so sad lo see her so sad than i dont know how to an wei her..sian hmm useless me la...but i hope afth this thing she can go home to take care her family really hope la ..think that will be my best birthday gife for me also ba..so i go army no need worry for her and also can see her go back take care her family...hmmmm even we both dont like la..casue cant stay with each other..but family is the most important now right..we still have 100 yrs to go leh..so y care about this few yrs of staying together leh...we have long long way to go ...right...hmmm really hope u can be happy again...than i can be happy again too..love u my laopo!!!!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
28nov07`
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here ii leave it to him to rite bahx.. =P
here ii leave it to him to rite bahx.. =P
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
27july07-15august07`
wah so long never update le can..=P also forget do wad tat time le loh.. so ii just roughly rite wad happen these days lohx..
hmm have moved out quite long le norx.. ii miss my family sometimes though.. haix.. habe their goods and bads marhx.. hmm den ii also miss my stuffs at home loh.. neber bring much tings out also.. alot my clothes and stuffs all at home.. my labtop, my iceskate shoe.. ii want them alot can!! how how?? =(
habe been working at a chinese restaurant with my dear dear norx.. also my tuition coordinator job.. hmm very lazy work at the chinese restaurant wan norx.. everytime last min mia one.. cos really sian lar.. work there.. like no life lidat.. haix.. there work so wth loh.. plus the timing.. morn 1030 till nite 1030? den live so far from there too.. 3hr to n fro.. so was like not enuff time to even slp lar.. =(
den ish daily pay there marhx.. den cant see money lo.. everyday take den spend lidat.. also cos live outside marhx.. alot tings must buy.. like daily stuffs.. house stuffs.. alot haben buy also.. cos ii like cant seems to save till can go ikea.. =PP
hmmm wad else leh?? dunoe leh.. ii rmb tat time den ii try to fit in again bahx.. ii only remember 8aug went see 'secret' norx.. so so nice can!! jay chou rocks lar!! so talented.. first movie only so ai zai lerx.. love him can!! hehe(= ii tink ii can watch one hundred plus times like jay chou lidat le norx.. hehe.. when movie out confirm go buy and watch alot alot time de.. =PP
okays lar... den today actually also supposed to work de.. budden mia last min again norx.. =x hmm den come nebo lo.. so long neber come amk also le.. even nebo also got changes ler.. =x hmm got some new stuffs.. menu more items and prices increase =( hmm actually wanna watch 'perfect strangers' de leh.. but the timing abit late duno can make it marhx.. seee how bahx.. =P so long the show loh.. but all the way no time to watch sia.. like so no life work there!?!?! hmmm den no labtop ii so saded!!
hmm have moved out quite long le norx.. ii miss my family sometimes though.. haix.. habe their goods and bads marhx.. hmm den ii also miss my stuffs at home loh.. neber bring much tings out also.. alot my clothes and stuffs all at home.. my labtop, my iceskate shoe.. ii want them alot can!! how how?? =(
habe been working at a chinese restaurant with my dear dear norx.. also my tuition coordinator job.. hmm very lazy work at the chinese restaurant wan norx.. everytime last min mia one.. cos really sian lar.. work there.. like no life lidat.. haix.. there work so wth loh.. plus the timing.. morn 1030 till nite 1030? den live so far from there too.. 3hr to n fro.. so was like not enuff time to even slp lar.. =(
den ish daily pay there marhx.. den cant see money lo.. everyday take den spend lidat.. also cos live outside marhx.. alot tings must buy.. like daily stuffs.. house stuffs.. alot haben buy also.. cos ii like cant seems to save till can go ikea.. =PP
hmmm wad else leh?? dunoe leh.. ii rmb tat time den ii try to fit in again bahx.. ii only remember 8aug went see 'secret' norx.. so so nice can!! jay chou rocks lar!! so talented.. first movie only so ai zai lerx.. love him can!! hehe(= ii tink ii can watch one hundred plus times like jay chou lidat le norx.. hehe.. when movie out confirm go buy and watch alot alot time de.. =PP
okays lar... den today actually also supposed to work de.. budden mia last min again norx.. =x hmm den come nebo lo.. so long neber come amk also le.. even nebo also got changes ler.. =x hmm got some new stuffs.. menu more items and prices increase =( hmm actually wanna watch 'perfect strangers' de leh.. but the timing abit late duno can make it marhx.. seee how bahx.. =P so long the show loh.. but all the way no time to watch sia.. like so no life work there!?!?! hmmm den no labtop ii so saded!!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
26july07`
today was like ii so kan chiong norx.. cos ii wanna upload a video online for the jay chou tingy to see him in person de norx.. den was like today last day to do it le.. den ii no computer to do tat.. as in this cant cos its nebo de den dun haf the usb ting for us to use.. so iim like so helpless lidat.. trying all the frens lidat.. haix.. =x
den ask dearie join as member marhx.. cos can get the preview tickets to be able to see with jay chou.. ii was like so despo lar.. ii wanna see him so badly.. since the last time he come advertise for the initial d movie.. haven see him till now... =(
den dearie dunwan lar.. cos the price increased le.. den he dowan norx.. ii damn sad can.. ANYONE TAT WANNA JOIN AS NEBO MEMBER PLS INFORM MIIE DEN II CAN GET THE PREVIEW TICKETS TO WATCH WITH HIM AND CAN SEE HIM!! thanks so much (=
okay okay enuff of tis.. morn ii wake up by the alarm norx.. dearie put alarm den everytime the alarm cant wake him de norx. cos we wanna go swim de marhx.. den the alarm he off den continue sleep.. aiyo so ii continue sleep too norx.. cos ii also tired marhx.. =PP
den we wake at 10 lidat.. den lucky ytd nite pack le.. =pP den check out le jiu go there the place eat breakfast while waiting for the bus to come norx.. cos not enuff cash den must use over 10 den can use nets norx.. den like one meal spend 11 lidat.. haix.. okay den after tat jiu take bus den mrt come amk norx..
went the fair price xtra there buy some house tings like towels, shampoo stuffs and hangers etc norx.. and a luggage bag.. so dearie dunid carry so heavy can drag marhx.. =PP hmm den we dun buy so much lar.. cos see wad the house haf first norx.. den see tml den buy the rest norx.. cos now heavy also marhx..
den we went nebo.. see the staffs again norx.. den tell them we got a house etc le norx.. den we use com for awhile den jiu slack awhile.. cos we moving in at nite.. continue again the rest~
den ask dearie join as member marhx.. cos can get the preview tickets to be able to see with jay chou.. ii was like so despo lar.. ii wanna see him so badly.. since the last time he come advertise for the initial d movie.. haven see him till now... =(
den dearie dunwan lar.. cos the price increased le.. den he dowan norx.. ii damn sad can.. ANYONE TAT WANNA JOIN AS NEBO MEMBER PLS INFORM MIIE DEN II CAN GET THE PREVIEW TICKETS TO WATCH WITH HIM AND CAN SEE HIM!! thanks so much (=
okay okay enuff of tis.. morn ii wake up by the alarm norx.. dearie put alarm den everytime the alarm cant wake him de norx. cos we wanna go swim de marhx.. den the alarm he off den continue sleep.. aiyo so ii continue sleep too norx.. cos ii also tired marhx.. =PP
den we wake at 10 lidat.. den lucky ytd nite pack le.. =pP den check out le jiu go there the place eat breakfast while waiting for the bus to come norx.. cos not enuff cash den must use over 10 den can use nets norx.. den like one meal spend 11 lidat.. haix.. okay den after tat jiu take bus den mrt come amk norx..
went the fair price xtra there buy some house tings like towels, shampoo stuffs and hangers etc norx.. and a luggage bag.. so dearie dunid carry so heavy can drag marhx.. =PP hmm den we dun buy so much lar.. cos see wad the house haf first norx.. den see tml den buy the rest norx.. cos now heavy also marhx..
den we went nebo.. see the staffs again norx.. den tell them we got a house etc le norx.. den we use com for awhile den jiu slack awhile.. cos we moving in at nite.. continue again the rest~
7july:
today is the day we have to really move out le...so early morning i go pack my bag..have 1 set of cloth only cause still have to put laopo cloth ma..so cant bring more..so pack finish le..take my last look at my home than i go le...cause i have a feeling after i go ...sure is very long de...than will be back..so i really go le..go laopo house ..than reach her house than she pack her cloth inside my bag ...than it like wa...so big sia my bag...than i see her so heavy also so help her also lo..so it like infront 1 bag behind 1 bag..haha...than after that we go nebo sit down hehe..tok tok...than suddenly decide to go blade...so ask my friend along lo..so we meet him at east coast park lo..haha..than reach there my friend really doon how to blade lo...lucky i know a litter litter..so still can blade abit than i keep slow down to acc my friend lo..if not he like very ke lian ma...so we blade till one restarant where our friend is there ...than we chat with hin for awhile lo...than after that we than blade back le..than lao po is so fast lo..alway cant see her de...than we so tired le..than faster return than go find hotel stay lo...than actually want to go sing de..but when we went back is like raelly no mood to go out lo...than i n my friend in the end go out buy dinner come back haha...so we eat n watch tv..after that my friend slack aawhile than he go home le...than i n laopo watch tv while than she sleep fist ...after that i also sleep le..
today is the day we have to really move out le...so early morning i go pack my bag..have 1 set of cloth only cause still have to put laopo cloth ma..so cant bring more..so pack finish le..take my last look at my home than i go le...cause i have a feeling after i go ...sure is very long de...than will be back..so i really go le..go laopo house ..than reach her house than she pack her cloth inside my bag ...than it like wa...so big sia my bag...than i see her so heavy also so help her also lo..so it like infront 1 bag behind 1 bag..haha...than after that we go nebo sit down hehe..tok tok...than suddenly decide to go blade...so ask my friend along lo..so we meet him at east coast park lo..haha..than reach there my friend really doon how to blade lo...lucky i know a litter litter..so still can blade abit than i keep slow down to acc my friend lo..if not he like very ke lian ma...so we blade till one restarant where our friend is there ...than we chat with hin for awhile lo...than after that we than blade back le..than lao po is so fast lo..alway cant see her de...than we so tired le..than faster return than go find hotel stay lo...than actually want to go sing de..but when we went back is like raelly no mood to go out lo...than i n my friend in the end go out buy dinner come back haha...so we eat n watch tv..after that my friend slack aawhile than he go home le...than i n laopo watch tv while than she sleep fist ...after that i also sleep le..
25july07`
wake up le we jiu like damn hungry lar.. dearie at least still got eat like 3 maggie mee when ii slp.. den still eat 2 meals at mac there ytd.. den ii never.. so was like very hungry lar.. budden tink of the distance to mrt sian lo.. plus not like downtown, got nth much to eat and all.. sian sia..
den slack slack ard den jiu go wait for bus go norx.. wanna go tampines mall norx.. go walk walk and see movie.. den suddenly we tot of seoul garden den plus we quite hungry so decided on seoul norx.. hehe.. den we go there like still so early lar.. so we ate abit at delifrance first norx.. =PP haha.
den after tat we went metro there walk walk abit.. cos closing down sales ma.. very cheap norx alot tings.. ii brought some bras and surfers paradise the slippers there.. den brought 2 polo tees at giordano..
den we jiu go seoul eat norx.. ate for like 3 hours ii tink.. ate alot norx.. hehe.. den ii make ice kachang for dearie.. make those he like the stuffs inside only norx.. den was like so plain lar.. but no choice he arhx.. hehe.. den dearie as usual tink not sweet enuff cos.. he eat like siao lar the sweetness.. den he ownself go add.. till like black colour nor(brown sugar).. like those euu noe jelly kind.. black one nor!! aiyo.. dearie arhx.. cant lidat zhi dao ma?? must eat healthier.. =x
den ii keep wanna scoop ice cream for dearie also.. cos ii like to scoop marhx.. den he full full so ii only use the small scoop take a few nor.. =pP
after eating we go walk walk around again.. dearie brought a jacket.. den was like so happie can.. cos he sae he neber buy jacket before only got ppl give him de.. =PP den he wear and buy already like keep smiling lidat norx.. see also happie (= hehes!!
hmm den after all tat was like stil so early lidat.. til our show at 7.. den abit sian lar.. cos nth to do now.. den got the feeling like waste our money for the chalet when we only sleep there.. hmm den was like wan or dun wan watch cos we brought the tickets le.. den we decided to watch norx..
we watch invisible target at century square the theatrette. neber watch there before norx. hehe.. hmm the show nice nice worx.. hehe.. quite touching.. =pP after watching was like just the bus leave nt long den was like haix.. how to go back neh? den ii wanna take bus but niid walk abit more lar.. den dearie arhx lazy wanna take cab.. so walk till halfway take cab norx.. notti dearie.. =P
reach chalet was like watch tv awhile jiu go slp le norx.. tis time ish dearie lie down wanna slp lidat first norx.. den he dun wan watch his tv sia.. wanna slp.. hehe miracle lidat lar.. =PP hmm den we jiu slp till next day le..
den slack slack ard den jiu go wait for bus go norx.. wanna go tampines mall norx.. go walk walk and see movie.. den suddenly we tot of seoul garden den plus we quite hungry so decided on seoul norx.. hehe.. den we go there like still so early lar.. so we ate abit at delifrance first norx.. =PP haha.
den after tat we went metro there walk walk abit.. cos closing down sales ma.. very cheap norx alot tings.. ii brought some bras and surfers paradise the slippers there.. den brought 2 polo tees at giordano..
den we jiu go seoul eat norx.. ate for like 3 hours ii tink.. ate alot norx.. hehe.. den ii make ice kachang for dearie.. make those he like the stuffs inside only norx.. den was like so plain lar.. but no choice he arhx.. hehe.. den dearie as usual tink not sweet enuff cos.. he eat like siao lar the sweetness.. den he ownself go add.. till like black colour nor(brown sugar).. like those euu noe jelly kind.. black one nor!! aiyo.. dearie arhx.. cant lidat zhi dao ma?? must eat healthier.. =x
den ii keep wanna scoop ice cream for dearie also.. cos ii like to scoop marhx.. den he full full so ii only use the small scoop take a few nor.. =pP
after eating we go walk walk around again.. dearie brought a jacket.. den was like so happie can.. cos he sae he neber buy jacket before only got ppl give him de.. =PP den he wear and buy already like keep smiling lidat norx.. see also happie (= hehes!!
hmm den after all tat was like stil so early lidat.. til our show at 7.. den abit sian lar.. cos nth to do now.. den got the feeling like waste our money for the chalet when we only sleep there.. hmm den was like wan or dun wan watch cos we brought the tickets le.. den we decided to watch norx..
we watch invisible target at century square the theatrette. neber watch there before norx. hehe.. hmm the show nice nice worx.. hehe.. quite touching.. =pP after watching was like just the bus leave nt long den was like haix.. how to go back neh? den ii wanna take bus but niid walk abit more lar.. den dearie arhx lazy wanna take cab.. so walk till halfway take cab norx.. notti dearie.. =P
reach chalet was like watch tv awhile jiu go slp le norx.. tis time ish dearie lie down wanna slp lidat first norx.. den he dun wan watch his tv sia.. wanna slp.. hehe miracle lidat lar.. =PP hmm den we jiu slp till next day le..
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
24july07`
today morning we went mac to have breakfast.. dearie ordered one breakfast set.. den ii steal a bite or 2 lidat.. cos was so hungry lar.. but ii feel like eating mc spicy so wait for lunch norx.. like 45min more only marhx..
den we order one set of lunch each norx.. hehe da wei wang.. =PP ate le den we jiu wanna go down to pasir ris the chalet norx.. before its full.. hmm den dearie lazy carry so heavy walk there so we took cab over norx.. 2+ only norx.. so its like walkable distance.. but nvm lar.. dearie tired also marhx.. =PP love him~
den we wanna get the single storey de.. budden full liao so we get the double storey de norx.. more ex lar.. 99 per nite.. lucky ii member norx.. if not more ex sia.. hmmm den after tat go chalet there awhile jiu wanna sleep le lar miie.. was so tired can.. =x hmm den ii yi slp jiu slp till next morn le norx.. hahax. dearie slp like 2 hours later den miie..
hmm the chalet was like so small and old old lidat de lar.. ii prefer the downtown ones.. =Pp hmm den plus dearie lar... bad bad de norx.. say those ghostly tings.. remind miie of the scary movies we watched this few days.. ppl never tink de he make miie tink.. den thoughout the stay abit scare lar.. cos really the place old old de lar.. eerie can.. =(
den we order one set of lunch each norx.. hehe da wei wang.. =PP ate le den we jiu wanna go down to pasir ris the chalet norx.. before its full.. hmm den dearie lazy carry so heavy walk there so we took cab over norx.. 2+ only norx.. so its like walkable distance.. but nvm lar.. dearie tired also marhx.. =PP love him~
den we wanna get the single storey de.. budden full liao so we get the double storey de norx.. more ex lar.. 99 per nite.. lucky ii member norx.. if not more ex sia.. hmmm den after tat go chalet there awhile jiu wanna sleep le lar miie.. was so tired can.. =x hmm den ii yi slp jiu slp till next morn le norx.. hahax. dearie slp like 2 hours later den miie..
hmm the chalet was like so small and old old lidat de lar.. ii prefer the downtown ones.. =Pp hmm den plus dearie lar... bad bad de norx.. say those ghostly tings.. remind miie of the scary movies we watched this few days.. ppl never tink de he make miie tink.. den thoughout the stay abit scare lar.. cos really the place old old de lar.. eerie can.. =(
23july07`
we supposed to go stay chalet de norx.. budden was like full loh.. before we go was still available when we check at axs de.. but when reach there was like full.. so was like sadded lar.. plus pasir ris de also full lohx.. den no choice lar.. no place stay again..
den we went to eat at downtown there the eating place.. ate alot tings can.. alot ppl looking lar.. tink cos of the chilli crab bahx.. cos alot ppl like ask us where we brought it de.. ate that satay tom yam soup with rice.. dearie ate with fried s'food rice.. omg can the amount we ate.. den after eating we go calling to find rooms for rent norx.. yupp.. den got a few okay ones still tinking.. den after tat scare not enuff so ii suggest go lan shop or wad norx..
so we spend like 4 hours at the lan shop.. 2 computer den was like damn ex lar.. we spend like 28 altogether sia.. =x haha like the chalet stay add tgt le norx.. our eating plus com.. =x we played till 2+3 lidat.. den we went to find a place to sit down norx.. den lie down at table bu zhi bu jue jiu sleep le norx.. so damn tired can.. =x
den we went to eat at downtown there the eating place.. ate alot tings can.. alot ppl looking lar.. tink cos of the chilli crab bahx.. cos alot ppl like ask us where we brought it de.. ate that satay tom yam soup with rice.. dearie ate with fried s'food rice.. omg can the amount we ate.. den after eating we go calling to find rooms for rent norx.. yupp.. den got a few okay ones still tinking.. den after tat scare not enuff so ii suggest go lan shop or wad norx..
so we spend like 4 hours at the lan shop.. 2 computer den was like damn ex lar.. we spend like 28 altogether sia.. =x haha like the chalet stay add tgt le norx.. our eating plus com.. =x we played till 2+3 lidat.. den we went to find a place to sit down norx.. den lie down at table bu zhi bu jue jiu sleep le norx.. so damn tired can.. =x
Sunday, July 22, 2007
22july07`
morning wake up jiu go toa payoh with dearie norx.. he went home to take some clothes norx.. we took 88 from amk here norx.. den he reach home ii continue to take till interchange norx.. den wait for him there.. den when he come le we jiu go food court there sit sit.. den after tat we order alot food eat lar.. was very hungry marhx.. den eat till very full norx.. =PP
den we went mac.. cos ii wanna eat ice cream =P hehe was like dunoe why suddenly like to eat ice cream cone lidat lar.. everyday will eat at least one lar.. hehe.. but lucky this time like one is cheap de lar.. hehe.. =PP
hmm den after tat we jiu go amk there charge hp den we went kbox sing norx.. since today kbox cheap marhx.. den ii also wanna record the video singing jay chou song de.. for the chance to see him in person.. haix.. my singing not good marhx.. dunoe can marhx. was praying very very hard larx.. pls pls pls!! want it so badly lar..
we sang for 7+ till around 1+ cos too cold norx.. wanna go the new kbox there can adjust de.. budden go this cos tink here not so much ppl can sing till closing norx.. =PP
after tat mac again~
den we went mac.. cos ii wanna eat ice cream =P hehe was like dunoe why suddenly like to eat ice cream cone lidat lar.. everyday will eat at least one lar.. hehe.. but lucky this time like one is cheap de lar.. hehe.. =PP
hmm den after tat we jiu go amk there charge hp den we went kbox sing norx.. since today kbox cheap marhx.. den ii also wanna record the video singing jay chou song de.. for the chance to see him in person.. haix.. my singing not good marhx.. dunoe can marhx. was praying very very hard larx.. pls pls pls!! want it so badly lar..
we sang for 7+ till around 1+ cos too cold norx.. wanna go the new kbox there can adjust de.. budden go this cos tink here not so much ppl can sing till closing norx.. =PP
after tat mac again~
6july:
today ....went laopo house to fetch her again than...she keep drag n drag sia..tha late le lo...than i ask her dont go lo...since she also abit not feeling well...so we rest awhile in home first...than we go amk there to meet her cousin...casue they want to psycho her not to quit...so we go lo..but we late...hehe..so we meet in nebo lo...cause there is the best place to sit down n tok ma..so actaully is meet her 2 cousin de but last min one of them have something to do so left one cousin to psycho her...but we in the end never tok about this we play game haha..smart right...so that her cousin can 4get all about it ..than play til sian le...we go e zone n play haha..spend 20 dollrs lo...but play till very fast than finish le..haha...than after play finish we than go walk walk lo...than walk halfway we saw her other cousin when he have just finish his stuff...so when 2 of them is together..wa..is like nver tok finish de lo...non stop whatever thing we say they sure got word to talk back de...so we tok for very long ...long till her cousin is late for work...so when her cousin really very late le have to go than we sent her to mrt lo...than after that her other cousin also have to go le...so we than go eat dinner lo..eat frog again haha..than eat finish le than go k box to sing hehe...than when we sing finish and on the way home we than know her cousin tell his mum about our thing la...than it like shit lo..than is like we next morning have to move out le lo..no choice..
today ....went laopo house to fetch her again than...she keep drag n drag sia..tha late le lo...than i ask her dont go lo...since she also abit not feeling well...so we rest awhile in home first...than we go amk there to meet her cousin...casue they want to psycho her not to quit...so we go lo..but we late...hehe..so we meet in nebo lo...cause there is the best place to sit down n tok ma..so actaully is meet her 2 cousin de but last min one of them have something to do so left one cousin to psycho her...but we in the end never tok about this we play game haha..smart right...so that her cousin can 4get all about it ..than play til sian le...we go e zone n play haha..spend 20 dollrs lo...but play till very fast than finish le..haha...than after play finish we than go walk walk lo...than walk halfway we saw her other cousin when he have just finish his stuff...so when 2 of them is together..wa..is like nver tok finish de lo...non stop whatever thing we say they sure got word to talk back de...so we tok for very long ...long till her cousin is late for work...so when her cousin really very late le have to go than we sent her to mrt lo...than after that her other cousin also have to go le...so we than go eat dinner lo..eat frog again haha..than eat finish le than go k box to sing hehe...than when we sing finish and on the way home we than know her cousin tell his mum about our thing la...than it like shit lo..than is like we next morning have to move out le lo..no choice..
21july07`
today we got supposed to go hotel stay lar.. cos we both was like tired till like dunoe wat le.. den really is in need of sleep alot alot alot loh.. =( budden was like all full so damn sian lar..
hehe lazy type le norx.. sian feel so damn no life. like waiting for death lidat.. =( hmm hope these days pass soon bah.. haix.. ii miss my darlings. ii miss my nephews and nieces. ii miss my cousins. ii miss my bed. ii miss my bear bears. ii miss my laptop. ii miss!!
haix.. hate tis life now can.. =(
hmm den we decide to watch movie the nite instead den norx.. so we brought 2 shows the tickets today.. watch 'disturbia' at 1110pm followed by 'knocked up' at 2am.. haha like movie marathon lidat lar.. =PP
disturbia was like so scary also lar.. alot those make euu jump scene also can.. =x not bad the show but was 1hr plus only lar.. so was shorter den expected larx.. so in between got like around 45mins+ norx..
hmm den watch knocked up.. the show normal normal only lar ii would say.. but cant judge my opinion COS ii sleep halfway.. =x was too tired already lar.. some more the cushion at there so nice and so comfy.. hehe.. =P
after the movies was like 4am le norx.. went mac sit sit awhile jiu morning le norx.. iim so so so tired can.. =x
hehe lazy type le norx.. sian feel so damn no life. like waiting for death lidat.. =( hmm hope these days pass soon bah.. haix.. ii miss my darlings. ii miss my nephews and nieces. ii miss my cousins. ii miss my bed. ii miss my bear bears. ii miss my laptop. ii miss!!
haix.. hate tis life now can.. =(
hmm den we decide to watch movie the nite instead den norx.. so we brought 2 shows the tickets today.. watch 'disturbia' at 1110pm followed by 'knocked up' at 2am.. haha like movie marathon lidat lar.. =PP
disturbia was like so scary also lar.. alot those make euu jump scene also can.. =x not bad the show but was 1hr plus only lar.. so was shorter den expected larx.. so in between got like around 45mins+ norx..
hmm den watch knocked up.. the show normal normal only lar ii would say.. but cant judge my opinion COS ii sleep halfway.. =x was too tired already lar.. some more the cushion at there so nice and so comfy.. hehe.. =P
after the movies was like 4am le norx.. went mac sit sit awhile jiu morning le norx.. iim so so so tired can.. =x
5july:
today...actually wake up..go laopo house again to fetch her...but today she drag n drag till never go sia...lazy..haha..so we stay in home for a while using com...than suddenly think of gg to movie..so we went to amk again lo...went to but ticket le...than went in our nebo..haha..again!!...went in for some drink n also board game ..hehe..than when movie time reach le than went for our movie lo...hmm i love that movie sia..so nice..than after movie we no where to go again than we go back to nebo again lo..than laopo very sad sia ..than cry ..cause her friend la keep rush her to take back $$ scare she cheat like that..than she borrow from her friend first lo transfer them first if not hor..keep msg her..like what like that..hmm than she ok le i sent her home lo
today...actually wake up..go laopo house again to fetch her...but today she drag n drag till never go sia...lazy..haha..so we stay in home for a while using com...than suddenly think of gg to movie..so we went to amk again lo...went to but ticket le...than went in our nebo..haha..again!!...went in for some drink n also board game ..hehe..than when movie time reach le than went for our movie lo...hmm i love that movie sia..so nice..than after movie we no where to go again than we go back to nebo again lo..than laopo very sad sia ..than cry ..cause her friend la keep rush her to take back $$ scare she cheat like that..than she borrow from her friend first lo transfer them first if not hor..keep msg her..like what like that..hmm than she ok le i sent her home lo
19,20july07`
19:
normal routine again ii guess.. haha abit forget cos too long neber rite liao lerx.. =P hmmm tink was the same bah.. morn we went breakfast den after tat jiu go nebo.. tink we played com for quite some time den after tat we jiu go for dinner and den mac again bahx.. =(
saw on the com at cathay today lar.. buy advance tickets can redeem the see jaychou in person and the single theme song of the movie tat is not selling de norx.. OMG can!! ii was like so SO SO SO SO SO SO SO want it so much lar.. budden no money lar.. haix.. den cant.. so damn damn damn sad ii am.. ='(
haix.. but nebo also got the for member de.. send in video of ownself singing jay's song can get to see him in person too de lar.. tink ii going to try tat one ler norx.. for jay haf to lar!! =PP pray hard can norx..!! den the cd tink can lar.. cos 1 aug marh.. tat one must haf lar.. dun care!!
20:
morn was somehow the same.. went ate breakfast at YES.. dunoe wad the name was tat.. the breakfast was normal.. den the varieties they sell for lunch dinner etc was like dun tink they can sell much lo. the restaurant was like so empty alot of the time norx..
den we went nebo.. den watch movie in their in house theatrette.. den we jiu go buy some tibits for the movie later.. hmm we watching midnite show.. watched 'alone'. wah.. was scary can.. =x i was like keep hiding at dearie's shoulder loh.. =x den he also sae scary.. hehe.. den some parts really can make euu jump de norx.. =P
today first day showing norx.. preview.. long long time say wanna watch le.. so here we are.. =PP after watching~ mac again~ and euu noe wad de lar....
normal routine again ii guess.. haha abit forget cos too long neber rite liao lerx.. =P hmmm tink was the same bah.. morn we went breakfast den after tat jiu go nebo.. tink we played com for quite some time den after tat we jiu go for dinner and den mac again bahx.. =(
saw on the com at cathay today lar.. buy advance tickets can redeem the see jaychou in person and the single theme song of the movie tat is not selling de norx.. OMG can!! ii was like so SO SO SO SO SO SO SO want it so much lar.. budden no money lar.. haix.. den cant.. so damn damn damn sad ii am.. ='(
haix.. but nebo also got the for member de.. send in video of ownself singing jay's song can get to see him in person too de lar.. tink ii going to try tat one ler norx.. for jay haf to lar!! =PP pray hard can norx..!! den the cd tink can lar.. cos 1 aug marh.. tat one must haf lar.. dun care!!
20:
morn was somehow the same.. went ate breakfast at YES.. dunoe wad the name was tat.. the breakfast was normal.. den the varieties they sell for lunch dinner etc was like dun tink they can sell much lo. the restaurant was like so empty alot of the time norx..
den we went nebo.. den watch movie in their in house theatrette.. den we jiu go buy some tibits for the movie later.. hmm we watching midnite show.. watched 'alone'. wah.. was scary can.. =x i was like keep hiding at dearie's shoulder loh.. =x den he also sae scary.. hehe.. den some parts really can make euu jump de norx.. =P
today first day showing norx.. preview.. long long time say wanna watch le.. so here we are.. =PP after watching~ mac again~ and euu noe wad de lar....
17,18july07`
17:
spend the day at nebo. slack alot.. watch movie at their in house theatrette.. den too sleepy till fall asleep there larx.. =X hmmm den at nite we went miit his fren norx.. pass him money norx.. den after tat we jiu go vivo there sit and talk talk norx..
den we sleep there lo.. haix. really poor souls can.. =x hmm was cold and the floor was so damn hard can.. haix.. =x didnt sleep much also keep waking up loh.. den when ii wake dearie still sleeping like usual.. haha always wanna sleep after ii slp den when ii wake he still sleeping and dun wanna wake up..
so ii just like walk around den cut my nails.. haha help him cut when he sleeping too lar.. hehe. and he wake up also dunoe loh.. piggy!
18:
today was like almost the same as yesterday larx.. went eat breakfast at food court in the morning. den after tat went buy tickets for the show vacancy.. den went nebo again to slack around and all.. den after tat jiu go watch the show le norx.. was not bad lar.. quite kan chiong lidat lar.. =P hehe..
after the movies den we eat den walk walk around at amk hub norx.. after tat jiu go back mac sit and talk den after tat jiu slp lying down nor.. =( hate tis man!!
spend the day at nebo. slack alot.. watch movie at their in house theatrette.. den too sleepy till fall asleep there larx.. =X hmmm den at nite we went miit his fren norx.. pass him money norx.. den after tat we jiu go vivo there sit and talk talk norx..
den we sleep there lo.. haix. really poor souls can.. =x hmm was cold and the floor was so damn hard can.. haix.. =x didnt sleep much also keep waking up loh.. den when ii wake dearie still sleeping like usual.. haha always wanna sleep after ii slp den when ii wake he still sleeping and dun wanna wake up..
so ii just like walk around den cut my nails.. haha help him cut when he sleeping too lar.. hehe. and he wake up also dunoe loh.. piggy!
18:
today was like almost the same as yesterday larx.. went eat breakfast at food court in the morning. den after tat went buy tickets for the show vacancy.. den went nebo again to slack around and all.. den after tat jiu go watch the show le norx.. was not bad lar.. quite kan chiong lidat lar.. =P hehe..
after the movies den we eat den walk walk around at amk hub norx.. after tat jiu go back mac sit and talk den after tat jiu slp lying down nor.. =( hate tis man!!
Monday, July 16, 2007
16july07`
today morn we wake up by her calls.. den dearie still like slping till dunoe lar.. so ii wake him up.. hmm den tat we jiu go out when she go out for work norx.. haix.. like so sian.. dunoe tonite how le norx.. no house sia.. haix!
hmm den after tat we went amk the hawker there eat.. den went nebo drink and use computer nor.. haix.. still tinking tonite how norx~ HAIX!
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hmm we went mac norx.. den see nEbO the group of staffs we noe de.. haha den chat with them lar.. like they counsellor =PP haha got one family and one school counsellor lar.. =PP hmm den they really quite good lar.. dun really noe them really well de marhx.. den they stayed and chat with us 2hrs+ till 2+ den take cab home norx.. (=
nice of them (= thanks for everyting ya ..
and we slp at mac =x like so poor souls lar.. =(
hmm den after tat we went amk the hawker there eat.. den went nebo drink and use computer nor.. haix.. still tinking tonite how norx~ HAIX!
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hmm we went mac norx.. den see nEbO the group of staffs we noe de.. haha den chat with them lar.. like they counsellor =PP haha got one family and one school counsellor lar.. =PP hmm den they really quite good lar.. dun really noe them really well de marhx.. den they stayed and chat with us 2hrs+ till 2+ den take cab home norx.. (=
nice of them (= thanks for everyting ya ..
and we slp at mac =x like so poor souls lar.. =(
15july07`
morn wake up den slack awhile also cos today she no work den leave house later den usual norx.. hmm den after tat they cook some indonesian food for breakfast.. den after tat dearie cook maggie mee give miie eat and ii make bread with choc for dearie eat.. =PP
after tat we went nebo straight norx.. went there talk talk and den at nite go home again.. they said will be home 12 la.. so we went up first again.. =x den after tat they called sae nt coming home le norx.. she overnight her bf house den tml morn den come home norx..
hmm den also tml we cant stay there le nor.. cos her housemates like dun like a guy staying there.. like abit not convenient lar.. so we wu jia ke gui again can.. haix..
after tat we went nebo straight norx.. went there talk talk and den at nite go home again.. they said will be home 12 la.. so we went up first again.. =x den after tat they called sae nt coming home le norx.. she overnight her bf house den tml morn den come home norx..
hmm den also tml we cant stay there le nor.. cos her housemates like dun like a guy staying there.. like abit not convenient lar.. so we wu jia ke gui again can.. haix..
Sunday, July 15, 2007
14july07`
wake up den slack around the house norx.. since her bf at home den we dunid to leave so early.. after tat we went clementi for lunch.. ate alot can.. =x dearie arhx.. always order so much den end up cant finish all de lo den eat till so xin ku..
hmm den after tat jiu take train down nebo our usual chill out place.. (= at there slack norx.. haha like so damn no life can.. everyday do same ting lidat.. hmm after tat at nite jiu buy lemon bread and choc jam.. =PP dearie make honey lemon for miie lar.. happie.. (=
den the fren and her bf go out eat supper so will be home late la.. so we went up knock door her housemates open door for us first.. hmm den watch some movies.. after tat ii tired so sleep first norx.. den dearie continue watch till he also fall asleep.. they like 3am den come home nor heard from them the next morn.. =PP
hmm den after tat jiu take train down nebo our usual chill out place.. (= at there slack norx.. haha like so damn no life can.. everyday do same ting lidat.. hmm after tat at nite jiu buy lemon bread and choc jam.. =PP dearie make honey lemon for miie lar.. happie.. (=
den the fren and her bf go out eat supper so will be home late la.. so we went up knock door her housemates open door for us first.. hmm den watch some movies.. after tat ii tired so sleep first norx.. den dearie continue watch till he also fall asleep.. they like 3am den come home nor heard from them the next morn.. =PP
13july07`
wake up le den after eating breakfast at home.. dearie accompany miie go school.. haix.. to quit officially norx.. sad sia.. think of that.. cos ii actually wanna get my cert very badly de.. budden tings happen.. =x
on the way there.. was like still thinking lo.. must tings really end up like this? can ii tolerate another 9 months? if i continue wad will happen to miie? will ii be able to tolerate? or still the same? den ii stop myself from tinking anymore.. cos ii noe tings arent going to change and ii will be back to the crying everyday and sad.. ii dun wan tat miie.. ii cant take it.. i have feelings too de lo..
den when reach school feel so sad can.. haix.. den i ask dearie company miie go up.. haix dunoe wad to sae when they ask the reason lar.. cos ii dun wanna tell ppl.. haix.. tis is miie la.. everyting also keep it to myself de lo.. =x den when they ask ii jus told them no more interest in the course lo.. haix.. although its damn NOT true can.. =(
after tat den jiu go coffee bean at westmall sit down nor.. den my darling call miie lo.. ii told her ii just quit officially.. she was like damn sad lo.. haix.. ii also sad lo.. den cant see them in school also liao le norx. she reminded miie something la.. ii quitted on fri the 13th lar.. den she sae i chose day isit.. hmm, den she said she will always support miie and be there for miie.. so touched can.. love her (=
den we went eat at the food court there norx.. nv eat much also.. no wei kou though im hungry lar.. den after tat jiu go nebo sit down with dearie norx.. after tat at nite le jiu go queenstown le norx..
on the way there.. was like still thinking lo.. must tings really end up like this? can ii tolerate another 9 months? if i continue wad will happen to miie? will ii be able to tolerate? or still the same? den ii stop myself from tinking anymore.. cos ii noe tings arent going to change and ii will be back to the crying everyday and sad.. ii dun wan tat miie.. ii cant take it.. i have feelings too de lo..
den when reach school feel so sad can.. haix.. den i ask dearie company miie go up.. haix dunoe wad to sae when they ask the reason lar.. cos ii dun wanna tell ppl.. haix.. tis is miie la.. everyting also keep it to myself de lo.. =x den when they ask ii jus told them no more interest in the course lo.. haix.. although its damn NOT true can.. =(
after tat den jiu go coffee bean at westmall sit down nor.. den my darling call miie lo.. ii told her ii just quit officially.. she was like damn sad lo.. haix.. ii also sad lo.. den cant see them in school also liao le norx. she reminded miie something la.. ii quitted on fri the 13th lar.. den she sae i chose day isit.. hmm, den she said she will always support miie and be there for miie.. so touched can.. love her (=
den we went eat at the food court there norx.. nv eat much also.. no wei kou though im hungry lar.. den after tat jiu go nebo sit down with dearie norx.. after tat at nite le jiu go queenstown le norx..
Saturday, July 14, 2007
4july:
hmmm...today wake up early go laopo house again to fetch her...than she cant wake up ..sleep till late late lo...than never go for her first 2 lesson ....than at last she wake up le...than actually dont want to go de...but need to pass book to her darling so go lo...than sent her to school le..than i go walk walk with aqial bf ...hehe..same thing away...than we walk till sian le..than go under block there i than sleep there..haha..tired sia.. than at last laopo school end le...than we go fetch them again ....than when we walk till half laopo suddenly feel so sad..hmm casue of the school thing lo..make her so stress..haix yo..sad sia for her...wish she could end all this early..than i dont know what to do..lo..only can try to calm her down ...after than she ok le..than i finally..feel so relax sia...than after that we went west mall to walk walk..cause very sian ma...than walk till nth to walk le...than think of gg to nebo again lo...haha..our fav hang out place..so we go there lo..but today went there decide to sign up as member ...hehe..but is laopo sign up ..hehe...cause i no wallet than sign le card also no where to put so she sign lo..soomemore i alway with her...so no different who sign also..haha..after that nite le..than sent laopo home lo!!
hmmm...today wake up early go laopo house again to fetch her...than she cant wake up ..sleep till late late lo...than never go for her first 2 lesson ....than at last she wake up le...than actually dont want to go de...but need to pass book to her darling so go lo...than sent her to school le..than i go walk walk with aqial bf ...hehe..same thing away...than we walk till sian le..than go under block there i than sleep there..haha..tired sia.. than at last laopo school end le...than we go fetch them again ....than when we walk till half laopo suddenly feel so sad..hmm casue of the school thing lo..make her so stress..haix yo..sad sia for her...wish she could end all this early..than i dont know what to do..lo..only can try to calm her down ...after than she ok le..than i finally..feel so relax sia...than after that we went west mall to walk walk..cause very sian ma...than walk till nth to walk le...than think of gg to nebo again lo...haha..our fav hang out place..so we go there lo..but today went there decide to sign up as member ...hehe..but is laopo sign up ..hehe...cause i no wallet than sign le card also no where to put so she sign lo..soomemore i alway with her...so no different who sign also..haha..after that nite le..than sent laopo home lo!!
12july07`
today dear wake up still super tired norx.. den slp and slp.. hahax. hmm after go out today we went nebo norx.. watch movie in there.. but all ii watch before de leh.. but nvm nor just watch it again la.. =PP hehe
den after tat dearie fren come by eat with us norx.. den after we leave den ii wan dearie buy maggie mee cook for miie later.. =PP yupps.. den go home le dearie jiu cook for miie norx.. haha everytime sae dun wanna eat den end up also will eat de lar..=PPP
love euu (=
den after tat dearie fren come by eat with us norx.. den after we leave den ii wan dearie buy maggie mee cook for miie later.. =PP yupps.. den go home le dearie jiu cook for miie norx.. haha everytime sae dun wanna eat den end up also will eat de lar..=PPP
love euu (=
3july:
hmm..today early wake up also...than go laopo house there to fetch her ...than we go amk mac to eat ...hehe...than finish le we than take mrt go school lo...with those 2 also...than sent laopo to school..than me n that guy go west mall walk walk again..haha ..sian sia we 2 again go drink coffee lo haha..casue only can do this ma..haha..than laopo break again ..than we go fetch lo...than eat with laopo...than sent her back to school haha...everyday jsut repet the same thing lo..haha...after laopo off school le we go fetch them lo..than they told us their problem in school wa..it big problem lo somemore is a pro laopo very scare de but we never tok much about it la...than we go starbucks with laopo friend lo..casue they say there very nice ma...can relax relax...so we go there lo ...hmmm reach there le...than we all tok about this topic again ...than laopo cannot ta han le...than she cry lo cry for very long....hmm so poor thing her..hmmm but after awhile than she ok le..so we go eat pasta lo...after that late le than sent her back home..
hmm..today early wake up also...than go laopo house there to fetch her ...than we go amk mac to eat ...hehe...than finish le we than take mrt go school lo...with those 2 also...than sent laopo to school..than me n that guy go west mall walk walk again..haha ..sian sia we 2 again go drink coffee lo haha..casue only can do this ma..haha..than laopo break again ..than we go fetch lo...than eat with laopo...than sent her back to school haha...everyday jsut repet the same thing lo..haha...after laopo off school le we go fetch them lo..than they told us their problem in school wa..it big problem lo somemore is a pro laopo very scare de but we never tok much about it la...than we go starbucks with laopo friend lo..casue they say there very nice ma...can relax relax...so we go there lo ...hmmm reach there le...than we all tok about this topic again ...than laopo cannot ta han le...than she cry lo cry for very long....hmm so poor thing her..hmmm but after awhile than she ok le..so we go eat pasta lo...after that late le than sent her back home..
2july:
hmmm...today at last quit school le...hmmm..think for many days ...at last decide to really quit le...think will sure miss that place de lo...but sure not the stupid old old sir there...so never sleep ..cause early morning need to go fetch laopo to school ma than if i sleep than sure cant wake up de lo...so use com till morning than go laopo house wait for her lo...than meet her le we than go eat breakfast lo...eat wanton mee..hehe...but very rush casue late le...so faster eat than go school le...than reach there saw laopo friend bf..haha...so shiok cause at last got someone to acc wait for laopo ma ahah...if not will sure bored de lo...but even her bf never come i also not bored casue i will go swimming haha..but her bf here so i never go swim hehe...i sent laopo go schoool le than i go west mall with that guy ...go there to drink some coffee..and men talk..haha...than when laopo break tm reach le we than go back lo to fetch our laopo haha...each person fetch one person so funny lo...than we go west mall eat again..than sent laopo back again lo to school..wa...really whole day in there lo..luckly got ppl to acc me...than when school finish le...my friend ask me to drink tea...chat chat..haha long tm never meet ma..so i ok lo..so bring my laopo go also...hehe..so we all go nebo lo...haha..our fav hang out place lo...so stay there for sometime than suddenly laopo want to watch movie so we all go watch lo...hehe watch late show lucky still got bus go home lo..heng..haha..so sent laopo to one bus stop than i get down to take my bus home lo..if not no bus le..hehe..love her so much!! so die sie also must sent!!
hmmm...today at last quit school le...hmmm..think for many days ...at last decide to really quit le...think will sure miss that place de lo...but sure not the stupid old old sir there...so never sleep ..cause early morning need to go fetch laopo to school ma than if i sleep than sure cant wake up de lo...so use com till morning than go laopo house wait for her lo...than meet her le we than go eat breakfast lo...eat wanton mee..hehe...but very rush casue late le...so faster eat than go school le...than reach there saw laopo friend bf..haha...so shiok cause at last got someone to acc wait for laopo ma ahah...if not will sure bored de lo...but even her bf never come i also not bored casue i will go swimming haha..but her bf here so i never go swim hehe...i sent laopo go schoool le than i go west mall with that guy ...go there to drink some coffee..and men talk..haha...than when laopo break tm reach le we than go back lo to fetch our laopo haha...each person fetch one person so funny lo...than we go west mall eat again..than sent laopo back again lo to school..wa...really whole day in there lo..luckly got ppl to acc me...than when school finish le...my friend ask me to drink tea...chat chat..haha long tm never meet ma..so i ok lo..so bring my laopo go also...hehe..so we all go nebo lo...haha..our fav hang out place lo...so stay there for sometime than suddenly laopo want to watch movie so we all go watch lo...hehe watch late show lucky still got bus go home lo..heng..haha..so sent laopo to one bus stop than i get down to take my bus home lo..if not no bus le..hehe..love her so much!! so die sie also must sent!!
11july07`
today wake up first ting jiu see dearie ler.. hmm den ii flu and cough mar.. sneeze
a little dearie jiu wake up le norx.. den take tissue pass miie.. =P ii feel so xin fu tat moment norx.. (= hehe..
den after tat ii wake le den dearie continue slp awhile more norx.. he ah must be tired norx lidat.. hmm den after tat bath le den jiu must leave with her le.. cos she going work le norx.. den we went suntec city.. walk walk abit and eat at the food court.. den we go watch movie norx.. since she gave us the movie vouchers.. haha.. we watched harry potter.. nice nice wor the show.. yupp. so happie =P
after watching is around 11+ le norx.. so we took train go back her place le norx.. den dearie so tired today norx.. =x
a little dearie jiu wake up le norx.. den take tissue pass miie.. =P ii feel so xin fu tat moment norx.. (= hehe..
den after tat ii wake le den dearie continue slp awhile more norx.. he ah must be tired norx lidat.. hmm den after tat bath le den jiu must leave with her le.. cos she going work le norx.. den we went suntec city.. walk walk abit and eat at the food court.. den we go watch movie norx.. since she gave us the movie vouchers.. haha.. we watched harry potter.. nice nice wor the show.. yupp. so happie =P
after watching is around 11+ le norx.. so we took train go back her place le norx.. den dearie so tired today norx.. =x
Thursday, July 12, 2007
10july07`
today after checkout we went the food court there norx.. ii ate the breakfast norx.. toast with egg.. wah.. ii still sneezing nor.. tink ish really sick le norx.. =( haix. den got sore throat also.. den starting to have fever le norx.. cos ii noe myself de marhx.. everytime also lidat de.. sore throat flu den will fever and headache de.. T.T
den after tat we going to no money le lar.. cant lidat stay ler.. so dearie jiu find his fren see whose house got extra room stay.. den his best fren the gal house norx.. at her room stay.. so we went down find her at orchard norx.. cos she doing her attachment there marhx.. hmm den tis mth she working split shift norx.. so got 3 hrs break in between den we go down there mit her norx.. so she ask wad happen den we tald her lidat norx..
yupp.. den nid to wait her till she ends work at 11pm.. so we went to toapayoh long john eat and sit talk and wait her norx.. wah got fever le norx.. sorethroat also got worse le.. sobsob.. feeling so jialat.. =( haix.. hate to be sick norx.
den about 10 lidat we take bus back there norx. den she finish work le jiu take cab to her house le norx.. hmm den at her place watch show awhile den bath jiu slp le norx.. slp with her starting ii feel weird lar.. cos ii jiu noe her today only marh den going slp with her on the same bed. den plus ii sick marhx.. scare will spread it to her also.. den ii wanted to slp with dearie on the floor de.. but dear dun let.. say ii sick must slp properly on the bed and den dearie whole nite got sofa the cushion ting slp dun wan den come slp on the floor beside miie.. so can take care of miie if ii niid any help.. love him so much (= muacks!
den after tat we going to no money le lar.. cant lidat stay ler.. so dearie jiu find his fren see whose house got extra room stay.. den his best fren the gal house norx.. at her room stay.. so we went down find her at orchard norx.. cos she doing her attachment there marhx.. hmm den tis mth she working split shift norx.. so got 3 hrs break in between den we go down there mit her norx.. so she ask wad happen den we tald her lidat norx..
yupp.. den nid to wait her till she ends work at 11pm.. so we went to toapayoh long john eat and sit talk and wait her norx.. wah got fever le norx.. sorethroat also got worse le.. sobsob.. feeling so jialat.. =( haix.. hate to be sick norx.
den about 10 lidat we take bus back there norx. den she finish work le jiu take cab to her house le norx.. hmm den at her place watch show awhile den bath jiu slp le norx.. slp with her starting ii feel weird lar.. cos ii jiu noe her today only marh den going slp with her on the same bed. den plus ii sick marhx.. scare will spread it to her also.. den ii wanted to slp with dearie on the floor de.. but dear dun let.. say ii sick must slp properly on the bed and den dearie whole nite got sofa the cushion ting slp dun wan den come slp on the floor beside miie.. so can take care of miie if ii niid any help.. love him so much (= muacks!
8,9july07`
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today wake up at like 11+ norx.. =P den after tat jiu pack the stuffs cos niid to check out ler.. den we went library sit down rest norx.. den after tat jiu go eat and den go find hotel stay again.. haix yo.. damn waste money can.. =x hmm den after tat jiu watch tv and eat nor.. and slp.. =x so sian rite nothing do the whole day.. sleep alot and watch tv alot.. but its okays.. cos ii got darling with miie (=
love him lots.(=
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today wake up around 10+.. den lie on bed til 11 lidat den pack and all den we decided go chalet stay norx.. cos ii got member marhx.. 69 only.. den we jiu head down to downtown there the chalet norx. yupp.. wanted to go wild wild wet de norx.. budden dearie was like neber bring clothes to change so neber go norx.. =( nvm, next time den we go.. aug den exp rite.. =P
hmm so we walk walk norx.. and den at there walk tv again.. hahax.. now was like tv siao ler norx.. everyting also can watch ler norx.. (= haha. at nite actually wanna eat steamboat de lar.. cos tat time we came here the chalet also wanna eat den never eat lo.. so tinking of come here wanna eat norx.. budden dun wanna waste money lar.. so never eat norx.. den takeaway kfc go back eat... cos dearie chao zhe wanna watch tv and eat together norx.. =PP
after tat we jiu like daily routine lidat le norx..watch tv and den slp.. =x
at nite ii so xin ku norx.. keep sneezing norx.. =( tot is the blanket ba.. too hui cheng or wat bah.. den the whole nite so xin ku sia..
today wake up at like 11+ norx.. =P den after tat jiu pack the stuffs cos niid to check out ler.. den we went library sit down rest norx.. den after tat jiu go eat and den go find hotel stay again.. haix yo.. damn waste money can.. =x hmm den after tat jiu watch tv and eat nor.. and slp.. =x so sian rite nothing do the whole day.. sleep alot and watch tv alot.. but its okays.. cos ii got darling with miie (=
love him lots.(=
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today wake up around 10+.. den lie on bed til 11 lidat den pack and all den we decided go chalet stay norx.. cos ii got member marhx.. 69 only.. den we jiu head down to downtown there the chalet norx. yupp.. wanted to go wild wild wet de norx.. budden dearie was like neber bring clothes to change so neber go norx.. =( nvm, next time den we go.. aug den exp rite.. =P
hmm so we walk walk norx.. and den at there walk tv again.. hahax.. now was like tv siao ler norx.. everyting also can watch ler norx.. (= haha. at nite actually wanna eat steamboat de lar.. cos tat time we came here the chalet also wanna eat den never eat lo.. so tinking of come here wanna eat norx.. budden dun wanna waste money lar.. so never eat norx.. den takeaway kfc go back eat... cos dearie chao zhe wanna watch tv and eat together norx.. =PP
after tat we jiu like daily routine lidat le norx..watch tv and den slp.. =x
at nite ii so xin ku norx.. keep sneezing norx.. =( tot is the blanket ba.. too hui cheng or wat bah.. den the whole nite so xin ku sia..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
30june:
hmm..morning go laopo house ..than wait for her to change than we go amk there to walk walk also to eat la...after that went back her house again cause she want to change into pant ma..haha..than when done than acc her go her cousin house lo..cause she dont want to rent blade ma...so no choice lo..go borrow from her cousin haha... than when ok le before we go take bus we go cheers first to buy thing haha...buy food n mag..also hehe...my fav..cause bus very long than reach ma than we need something to eat n read also lo..hehe..than buy alot lo...than when inside bus we eat till tired le than laopo sleep first ...than of course i sleep also la..cause i never sleep leh ...so we over sleep lo..than sian sia cause have to walk all the way back la...than it very long lo...but at last we reach la...than at last reach la...than almost gg to reach the place we want to meet them ..than laopo want to try out the blade fist lo...haha..than ok lo...than i hold her all the way from the palce we start to where we meet them..than it like long lo..haha..cause slow ma..than reach le than i also go rent my balde lo..haha..guess what when i just start to blade i fall down lo...haha...than they ask me to pratice first so i learn around there fist lo...than i ask them to go play fist ....so i learn alone hehe..yeah..at last i can blade abit abit le...so when they come back we play awhile lo..than tired le..we blade to a place where we can change than suddenly laopo fall down..haix yo so bu xiao xin...nvm...dear..muacks muacks..hmm so change le i go return my blade also lo..after that we go mac eat..haha..eat till so full lo...waste all the balding just now..haha...after that laopo feel like watching movie so we go amk hub there n watch haha..midnite the somemore lo..so while waiting for movei to start we go nebo haha..our fav hangout place lo..!!hehe
hmm..morning go laopo house ..than wait for her to change than we go amk there to walk walk also to eat la...after that went back her house again cause she want to change into pant ma..haha..than when done than acc her go her cousin house lo..cause she dont want to rent blade ma...so no choice lo..go borrow from her cousin haha... than when ok le before we go take bus we go cheers first to buy thing haha...buy food n mag..also hehe...my fav..cause bus very long than reach ma than we need something to eat n read also lo..hehe..than buy alot lo...than when inside bus we eat till tired le than laopo sleep first ...than of course i sleep also la..cause i never sleep leh ...so we over sleep lo..than sian sia cause have to walk all the way back la...than it very long lo...but at last we reach la...than at last reach la...than almost gg to reach the place we want to meet them ..than laopo want to try out the blade fist lo...haha..than ok lo...than i hold her all the way from the palce we start to where we meet them..than it like long lo..haha..cause slow ma..than reach le than i also go rent my balde lo..haha..guess what when i just start to blade i fall down lo...haha...than they ask me to pratice first so i learn around there fist lo...than i ask them to go play fist ....so i learn alone hehe..yeah..at last i can blade abit abit le...so when they come back we play awhile lo..than tired le..we blade to a place where we can change than suddenly laopo fall down..haix yo so bu xiao xin...nvm...dear..muacks muacks..hmm so change le i go return my blade also lo..after that we go mac eat..haha..eat till so full lo...waste all the balding just now..haha...after that laopo feel like watching movie so we go amk hub there n watch haha..midnite the somemore lo..so while waiting for movei to start we go nebo haha..our fav hangout place lo..!!hehe
7july07`
today dearie morn come my house find miie norx.. den pack some clothing jiu go ler
norx.. cos cant bring too much tings one go also.. plus no house yet den have to bring all the tings walk wherever we go lar.. den dearie dun lemme carry so he carry all norx.. look like going war lidat.. front one bag back one bag and hand carry plastic bag.. =PP LoLs.
hmm den we went nEbO first norx.. go drink and sit down talk norx.. den after tat jiu miit his fren go east coast rollerblade.. =PP hahax.. so happie nor.. ii noe how to blade ler.. only the brake part not very good yet.. =PP haha now can blade fast fast and can blade abit up slope and the not flat ground and can speed a bit ler.. =PP hmm happie norx.. but ii still dun dare go steps.. is not cant bah ii tink ish cos scare.. haha the first and only time ii fall so far while blading is tat time go down one step marhx.. =P
hmm den blade with them.. i blade fast fast den turn back find time everytime.. haha.. =PP fun fun and sweat alot norx.. =P yupps.. hmm den after tat jiu go hotel stay for today nor.. go there bath first.. supposed to go k with him and his fren de.. but by den very dun feel like going out marhx.. so never go ler norx.. den watch tv.. hahax.. den the 2 of them go out buy dinner for all of us eat.. =P yupps.. den ii slack there wait norx.. den after eat le slack awhile more his fren jiu leave ler norx.. den miie and dearie jiu continue watch tv den i slp first den dearie watch awhile more den slp.. =P
norx.. cos cant bring too much tings one go also.. plus no house yet den have to bring all the tings walk wherever we go lar.. den dearie dun lemme carry so he carry all norx.. look like going war lidat.. front one bag back one bag and hand carry plastic bag.. =PP LoLs.
hmm den we went nEbO first norx.. go drink and sit down talk norx.. den after tat jiu miit his fren go east coast rollerblade.. =PP hahax.. so happie nor.. ii noe how to blade ler.. only the brake part not very good yet.. =PP haha now can blade fast fast and can blade abit up slope and the not flat ground and can speed a bit ler.. =PP hmm happie norx.. but ii still dun dare go steps.. is not cant bah ii tink ish cos scare.. haha the first and only time ii fall so far while blading is tat time go down one step marhx.. =P
hmm den blade with them.. i blade fast fast den turn back find time everytime.. haha.. =PP fun fun and sweat alot norx.. =P yupps.. hmm den after tat jiu go hotel stay for today nor.. go there bath first.. supposed to go k with him and his fren de.. but by den very dun feel like going out marhx.. so never go ler norx.. den watch tv.. hahax.. den the 2 of them go out buy dinner for all of us eat.. =P yupps.. den ii slack there wait norx.. den after eat le slack awhile more his fren jiu leave ler norx.. den miie and dearie jiu continue watch tv den i slp first den dearie watch awhile more den slp.. =P
6july07`
today supposed to go school company aqila de lar.. but den was abit not feeling well and ii still dread going school den dearie ask miie dun go norx.. so rest awhile at home..
den after tat jiu miit my cousins at amk norx.. supposed to mit them at 2 de lar.. den ii late norx.. reach around 230 =x den dearie come with miie nor.. hmm they psychoing miie dun quit school go back school etc again norx.. den tell miie not worth it to quit now all tat.. ii understand tat too arhx.. but tis is not wad ii want too.. =(
den miit them le jiu go nEbO sit down nor.. one of my cousin miiting his fren so left miie dearie and one of my cousin nor.. hahax. den after distracting her from the topic we played some boardgames at nEbO den after tat jiu go arcade play norx.. spend like $20 tgt.. awhile jiu finish le norx.. play like siao lidat we all.. so high lar.. =PP
hmm den when play finish go walk walk awhile norx.. cos later she got work den she about time to leave also marh.. den walk halfway see my the other cousin he just finish miting his fren norx.. den they continue psycho miie dun quit again norx.. very long norx.. den she also late for work le.. supposed to leave the time she drag one hour more norx.. cos worrie for miie.. haix.. so hapiie and touched to haf a cousin like her norx.. always here for miie.. =P i love you too!!
after she leave den my the other cousin also leave le norx.. den miie and dearie jiu go eat froggie again... =P yupp.. den after tat jiu go kbox. =P sing sing (= yupps.. den after tat realised tat one of the cousin go tell his mummy.. wah he arhx.. shud noe wad is can sae and wad cant de marhx.. damn sian larx.. the mum noe ler cfm will tell my mum de loh.. den cant move out after rented a room like planned lo.. so next morn niid leave house liao le norx.. haven take finish all the tings ii wanna take la.. only take some out only.. sian sia.. =(
den after tat jiu miit my cousins at amk norx.. supposed to mit them at 2 de lar.. den ii late norx.. reach around 230 =x den dearie come with miie nor.. hmm they psychoing miie dun quit school go back school etc again norx.. den tell miie not worth it to quit now all tat.. ii understand tat too arhx.. but tis is not wad ii want too.. =(
den miit them le jiu go nEbO sit down nor.. one of my cousin miiting his fren so left miie dearie and one of my cousin nor.. hahax. den after distracting her from the topic we played some boardgames at nEbO den after tat jiu go arcade play norx.. spend like $20 tgt.. awhile jiu finish le norx.. play like siao lidat we all.. so high lar.. =PP
hmm den when play finish go walk walk awhile norx.. cos later she got work den she about time to leave also marh.. den walk halfway see my the other cousin he just finish miting his fren norx.. den they continue psycho miie dun quit again norx.. very long norx.. den she also late for work le.. supposed to leave the time she drag one hour more norx.. cos worrie for miie.. haix.. so hapiie and touched to haf a cousin like her norx.. always here for miie.. =P i love you too!!
after she leave den my the other cousin also leave le norx.. den miie and dearie jiu go eat froggie again... =P yupp.. den after tat jiu go kbox. =P sing sing (= yupps.. den after tat realised tat one of the cousin go tell his mummy.. wah he arhx.. shud noe wad is can sae and wad cant de marhx.. damn sian larx.. the mum noe ler cfm will tell my mum de loh.. den cant move out after rented a room like planned lo.. so next morn niid leave house liao le norx.. haven take finish all the tings ii wanna take la.. only take some out only.. sian sia.. =(
Thursday, July 5, 2007
5july07`
today actually wan go school de.. but i wake up le keep dreading and so i drag and drag.. cos wanna go take the books money from my darling to pass to the class.. but drag and drag till she go home le den ii neber go norx.
den damn pek chek lar.. they tink wad? ii gonna run away with their tat little bit of money meh? keep calling to ask me pay immed.. wad wanna come my hse take if by tml never give them.. wtf la.. helping them sell the books got a thanks ma.. still wanna lidat..
spoil my mood the whole day.. cried alone in the room cos dun wanna gif dearie worry for me. ya as if thats going to help.. den act as if nth happen go out with dearie.. went nebo den go watch my wife is a gangster 3.. after tat go nebo again norx.. our chill out place lidat..
den after tat ii read my fren sms lar.. rushing me pay again.. den i bth le lo cry in front of dearie.. haix. den i borrow frm my fren transfer them first.. den tml den i take back frm my darling in school..
den damn pek chek lar.. they tink wad? ii gonna run away with their tat little bit of money meh? keep calling to ask me pay immed.. wad wanna come my hse take if by tml never give them.. wtf la.. helping them sell the books got a thanks ma.. still wanna lidat..
spoil my mood the whole day.. cried alone in the room cos dun wanna gif dearie worry for me. ya as if thats going to help.. den act as if nth happen go out with dearie.. went nebo den go watch my wife is a gangster 3.. after tat go nebo again norx.. our chill out place lidat..
den after tat ii read my fren sms lar.. rushing me pay again.. den i bth le lo cry in front of dearie.. haix. den i borrow frm my fren transfer them first.. den tml den i take back frm my darling in school..
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
4july07`
today got no mood for class. cos i noe the same ting is going to happen.. so i skip the first 2 lesson and jus went for the last.. cos i need get the books for my darling so i need to go..
aqila told me wad happen in the morn.. exactly like wad i expected. thank god i didnt go. haix. ii cant take it.. i hated to be so isolated to be so alone to be so.. haix.. )=
ii cant take tis kinda life.. at home at school all lidat.. ii need to break free.. im suffocating. why is this happening to me? im now trying to hold on as long as ii can.. and to learn as much as ii can in class..
after school when ii am alone with dearie ii cried again.. ii dunoe why too.. ii jus feel so stress.. ii just feel so tired.. tired acting strong tired acting nothing has happen.. releasing it.. releasing the hurt the pain ii felt..
after dearie calm miie down and comfort miie, i felt better abit den we went to west mall walk around.. saw my darlings they all.. felt abit better.. den after tat me and dearie went amk hub the nebo again.. sign up as member today le and the tapz nebo member too..
after tat dearie jiu send miie home le .
aqila told me wad happen in the morn.. exactly like wad i expected. thank god i didnt go. haix. ii cant take it.. i hated to be so isolated to be so alone to be so.. haix.. )=
ii cant take tis kinda life.. at home at school all lidat.. ii need to break free.. im suffocating. why is this happening to me? im now trying to hold on as long as ii can.. and to learn as much as ii can in class..
after school when ii am alone with dearie ii cried again.. ii dunoe why too.. ii jus feel so stress.. ii just feel so tired.. tired acting strong tired acting nothing has happen.. releasing it.. releasing the hurt the pain ii felt..
after dearie calm miie down and comfort miie, i felt better abit den we went to west mall walk around.. saw my darlings they all.. felt abit better.. den after tat me and dearie went amk hub the nebo again.. sign up as member today le and the tapz nebo member too..
after tat dearie jiu send miie home le .
4july07`
haix.. still tinking whether ii shud quit school.. =( ii wanted to complete my course and get my diploma in this course de.. it has always been my goal.. and after tat to get my degree in this too.. shud ii just cos of tis quit and let everyting goes down the drain? ii really dunoe.. wad shud ii do?
after studying for 1 yr plus.. spending so much ler.. and only 9 mths left just quit lidat? worth it marhx? ii feel so stress up now.. but if ii dun quit ii dunoe how should ii continue.. feeling so emotionally drained everyday.. crying alone in the dark? tinking why is this happening to miie..
some ppl might tink tat ii quit jus cos for fun or cos he quit and ii quitted with him but its not tat simple.. i wished it is too..
life is never fair to miie.. taking away my dad when im only 4 mths old.. leaving miie with my mum which ii never had a good relationship with.. always scolding or nagging non stop at home.. wadever ii do would be wrong.. since young wadever problems ii have ii just hide inside my heart.. cos ii dunoe who ii can speak to.. not my mum for sure.. cos she will never understand me and ii dun tink she ever will.. wadever problems ii faced, ii only noe how to cry silently myself.. trying to solve them or leaving them unsolve lidat.. ii turned into a quiet person.. not able to open up to make fren.. thus also having very little true frens.. ii will never start approaching ppl and interact with them.. until they start being close to me and all..
i really cant breathe sometimes.. tis kinda stress go school lidat go home lidat again.. ii cant take it! from young, i envy all my classmates tat have a wonderful family and having parents tat treat them so well or understand them so well.. why ii cant have tat? and ii have to be financially independent since im sec 3.. no allowance and ii have to pay all my hp bills internet bills transportation etc by myself..
in fact ii hated to be alone.. ii wanted to make fren like others.. but ii jus cant speak out.. tis is wad ii am.. whenever ppl are nice to miie.. ii get touched so easily.. cos ii appreciate it and ii needed tat little love and concern.. sometimes ii got into relationship so fast also cos of this reason.. ii got touched so easily..
why am ii born into tis world? to face all tis?
ii appear to be bright and cheerful to everyone.. nobody noes tat deep inside how i am feeling and wad im facing.. im not tat carefree and strong and nt caring as i appear.. im not! in fact im so weak..
after studying for 1 yr plus.. spending so much ler.. and only 9 mths left just quit lidat? worth it marhx? ii feel so stress up now.. but if ii dun quit ii dunoe how should ii continue.. feeling so emotionally drained everyday.. crying alone in the dark? tinking why is this happening to miie..
some ppl might tink tat ii quit jus cos for fun or cos he quit and ii quitted with him but its not tat simple.. i wished it is too..
life is never fair to miie.. taking away my dad when im only 4 mths old.. leaving miie with my mum which ii never had a good relationship with.. always scolding or nagging non stop at home.. wadever ii do would be wrong.. since young wadever problems ii have ii just hide inside my heart.. cos ii dunoe who ii can speak to.. not my mum for sure.. cos she will never understand me and ii dun tink she ever will.. wadever problems ii faced, ii only noe how to cry silently myself.. trying to solve them or leaving them unsolve lidat.. ii turned into a quiet person.. not able to open up to make fren.. thus also having very little true frens.. ii will never start approaching ppl and interact with them.. until they start being close to me and all..
i really cant breathe sometimes.. tis kinda stress go school lidat go home lidat again.. ii cant take it! from young, i envy all my classmates tat have a wonderful family and having parents tat treat them so well or understand them so well.. why ii cant have tat? and ii have to be financially independent since im sec 3.. no allowance and ii have to pay all my hp bills internet bills transportation etc by myself..
in fact ii hated to be alone.. ii wanted to make fren like others.. but ii jus cant speak out.. tis is wad ii am.. whenever ppl are nice to miie.. ii get touched so easily.. cos ii appreciate it and ii needed tat little love and concern.. sometimes ii got into relationship so fast also cos of this reason.. ii got touched so easily..
why am ii born into tis world? to face all tis?
ii appear to be bright and cheerful to everyone.. nobody noes tat deep inside how i am feeling and wad im facing.. im not tat carefree and strong and nt caring as i appear.. im not! in fact im so weak..
2,3july07`
2:
once again back to school.. nt feeling so good.. haix cos ii noe wad ii would be expecting.. hmm today was fine.. nothing much happen.. at least im not alone.. and no ps scene today.. haix.. hope everyting will go smoothly..
dear dear today also decided to quit his course.. ask him to tink properly many times ler.. but he sae tat this is his choice and he wont regret.. okay den.. hmm den dearie neber go school norx.. morn before ii go school he come my hse fetch miie to school. before going school.. we go eat breakfast at a hawker near my hse.. ate wanton mee.. was like the portion so small.. and nt bery nice.. =x
okay after tat dearie send miie to school =P and den since aqila's bf also needed wait for her.. so the 2 of them tgt slack loh.. LoL! den my breaktime dearie jiu come and eat with miie etc.. love euu baobei! (= muacks
den after school come find miie again.. wah.. dearie whole day pei miie worx.. =P at least make school more bearable abit.. got tings to look forward to..
after school dearie and miie go west mall walk walk norx.. den his fren call him and miie wanna go lim teh notx.. so miit them at amk hub nor.. den go nebo again.. (= like our hangout place ler norx.. =P yupps gonna sign the member soon.. after tat ii feel like watching movie.. and tot of my wife is a gangster or die hard.. den dun haf the wife one.. den wanna watch die hard but abit too late the timing will end up no bus home.. so we watched at engwah the timing end jus nice take bus la without dearie send miie home..
the show is damn nice.. (= love it can.. hmm den after the show still got abit time den dearie insist wait the bus with miie den take ONE stop den he alight to wait for his bus home.. so sweet can he.. simply love him (=
3:
went to school AGAIN =x today was not so smooth le the day.. haix..
morn dearie like ytd.. morn come fetch miie den we go amk mac there eat breakfast (= den after tat we take mrt meet them den go school.. he company miie my breaks etc too.. (=
haix den there comes the dreadful ting.. banquet ops project.. was hard.. but wads worse lar.. the grouping.. expected tings lidat to happen norx. haix =x SIAN. damn ps damn stress damn f**ked up =x acted strong and nothing happen lidat walk out of cls and to miit dearie with her..
den went to starbucks sit down drink together norx.. den wen talk about this topic with dear ii cant control anymore.. cried` haix. been crying lidat alot everyday.. this is emotionally draining me out.. and tis is worse den physical abuse. mentally abuse is much more torturing and its killing miie inside out.. sick of my acting strong, totally sick of it. but i still lidat.. why? i cant be fragile. acting to be strong, sometimes i can bluff myself tt im strong i can handle it its going to be alrite.. but i noe the fact is its NOT...
at nite darling called me to ask miie abt the books.. talk about tis topic with her again.. cry silently again.. but in the phone i didnt let her noe tat im crying.. dun wan her to worry.. felt so touched to haf someone like her there for me.. cos she understands how ii feel too as she undergoes this before too.. so touched to haf someone understanding and gone thru how i feel and can gimme advice.. so touched~
cry myself to sleep...
HELP ~
once again back to school.. nt feeling so good.. haix cos ii noe wad ii would be expecting.. hmm today was fine.. nothing much happen.. at least im not alone.. and no ps scene today.. haix.. hope everyting will go smoothly..
dear dear today also decided to quit his course.. ask him to tink properly many times ler.. but he sae tat this is his choice and he wont regret.. okay den.. hmm den dearie neber go school norx.. morn before ii go school he come my hse fetch miie to school. before going school.. we go eat breakfast at a hawker near my hse.. ate wanton mee.. was like the portion so small.. and nt bery nice.. =x
okay after tat dearie send miie to school =P and den since aqila's bf also needed wait for her.. so the 2 of them tgt slack loh.. LoL! den my breaktime dearie jiu come and eat with miie etc.. love euu baobei! (= muacks
den after school come find miie again.. wah.. dearie whole day pei miie worx.. =P at least make school more bearable abit.. got tings to look forward to..
after school dearie and miie go west mall walk walk norx.. den his fren call him and miie wanna go lim teh notx.. so miit them at amk hub nor.. den go nebo again.. (= like our hangout place ler norx.. =P yupps gonna sign the member soon.. after tat ii feel like watching movie.. and tot of my wife is a gangster or die hard.. den dun haf the wife one.. den wanna watch die hard but abit too late the timing will end up no bus home.. so we watched at engwah the timing end jus nice take bus la without dearie send miie home..
the show is damn nice.. (= love it can.. hmm den after the show still got abit time den dearie insist wait the bus with miie den take ONE stop den he alight to wait for his bus home.. so sweet can he.. simply love him (=
3:
went to school AGAIN =x today was not so smooth le the day.. haix..
morn dearie like ytd.. morn come fetch miie den we go amk mac there eat breakfast (= den after tat we take mrt meet them den go school.. he company miie my breaks etc too.. (=
haix den there comes the dreadful ting.. banquet ops project.. was hard.. but wads worse lar.. the grouping.. expected tings lidat to happen norx. haix =x SIAN. damn ps damn stress damn f**ked up =x acted strong and nothing happen lidat walk out of cls and to miit dearie with her..
den went to starbucks sit down drink together norx.. den wen talk about this topic with dear ii cant control anymore.. cried` haix. been crying lidat alot everyday.. this is emotionally draining me out.. and tis is worse den physical abuse. mentally abuse is much more torturing and its killing miie inside out.. sick of my acting strong, totally sick of it. but i still lidat.. why? i cant be fragile. acting to be strong, sometimes i can bluff myself tt im strong i can handle it its going to be alrite.. but i noe the fact is its NOT...
at nite darling called me to ask miie abt the books.. talk about tis topic with her again.. cry silently again.. but in the phone i didnt let her noe tat im crying.. dun wan her to worry.. felt so touched to haf someone like her there for me.. cos she understands how ii feel too as she undergoes this before too.. so touched to haf someone understanding and gone thru how i feel and can gimme advice.. so touched~
cry myself to sleep...
HELP ~
27june:
hmmm..today is a big day wor...cause gg to laopo grandma...house haha...wa...so excited sia..hehe..hmm going to see most of laopo relative le wor..haha..so went to laopo house first n wait wait..hehe..cause her other grandma staying with her..want to buy something to the grandma ...house ma..casue she want to follow us also..hhaha..so when all done le...we actaully want to take bus go de..but suddenly her grandma say take cab..cause the sun very strong..she cant ta han..haha..so gd lo...more easy ma..so reach there le under her grandma house already saw her le lo...hehe..her grandma look like my grandma..sia..haha..really lo...it only she more taller only..hehe.so go up..her house..than she ask we 2 to eat the rice she cook..so we eat lo..wa...no taste sia..haha...long tm never eat till so jia la..le..haha somemore laopo rice give me half sia..haha cause she also dont like lo...haha but in the end i still finish lo...hehe..than sit sit awhile...after that we ju go off le..so take cab back again casue her grandma giver her $$ to take cab home..haaha..so we sent her another grandma back home..than we go out le..hehe..go amk hub...to watch movie..haha..!!
28june:
haix ..today never sleep..casue laopo again dont belive me le...dont have the trust in me....than i how to sleep wor ...like that..hmmm..but in the end laopo belive me le la..but too late le la..i tired till numb le lo..than wait awhile in home..than went out take a walk lo ..to destress...lo..haix than suddenly my friend all msg me say y i wanna quit ask me tell them...the reason..but i never tell la..casue no matter how stress i am..or how many pro i have i never tell anyone de..de most is tell abit la..but not all..casue i feel that i myself stress can le dont pass to other ppl ..esp thsoe who care alot for u...just act happy n let them think u alway happy can le but the bad thing is keep too much thing inside not gd wor...the heart will get very weak..like me now lo...abit of thing heart very pain..so those who can tell their pro to..try to tell as much as poss lo..dont keep too much thnig inside.hehe...than when tm almost reach le go down to orchard n meet laopo lo..n her gan di also...than after that we went to bugis to look for my god mum cause must take money from her...than after that we deicde to go ps watch transformer..casue laopo love gv de nacho ma...haha.so go there lo...than befor we go for our movie we go sercert receipt ...n eat ehehe..i n laopo share one mc..than her gan di order 1mc also ...hmmm not so nice wor..the chix there ...but her gan di de more worst ahha..the chix so dry lo..haha..so after finish we ask for bill..than actualy we just kidding ask her gan di to treat de ..but he really treat leh..haha.thanks him so much...next tm i got $$ sure treat him back de..than we go watch movie after that...hmm so nice wor..but laopo sleep sia in the first part ..haix yo..but she wake up just in time for the most exciting part..haha..than after that late le..we faster rush to catch the last train..haha..!!!
29june:
hmmm...today went laopo house as usual..la..haha than laopo say need to go amk to buy thing so go lo...than went to buy her school shoes....n also her shopping shoes..haha..casue her old de spoilt le ma...so buy lo...after that we go home ..casue laopo want to change to pant ..haha...after that acc her go her cousin house n borrow blade lo..hehe...she just dont watn to rent haha..so no choice lo..haha..after that went to cheers to buy some snack..hehe..than take bus go there lo..eat abit in bus also ..hehe..than laopo tired till sleep le...so i see her sleep of course i also sleep la i also tired ma..haha..than in the end sleep over le..haha..than we get down ...lo.than walk to east coast..wa..it was like far lo..sian sia..somemore the balde so heaVy somemore..haha..than almost reach there lo...laop say want to try blade first..haha..than k lo...than she start to blade le..haha..keep want to fall wor...than i hold her till we reach there..than by the tm we reach there she can blade le lo...see i say le ...u sure very fast can blade de..dont belive me..than my turn le ..i go rent the blade..wa...than when i just start to balde..i fall down...stuipid sia..than i go to one side n train lo..casue i really donno how to blade..mai only blade few tm only ...and is balde not more than 15min leh..somemore is alway blade on the grass de...very easy..than i ask them go play lo later than come find me..so they go while i see how ppl blade than i learn lo..hmm fanilly i can blade..le..only cant really turn only...hehe..yeah..first day really want to learn than ...very fast can le..haha.so happy..than after blade till tired le ...than return lo.. than on the way retuen laopo fall down sia..haix yo so bu xiao xin huh...sayang sayang...than after that go mac to eat..haha..eat alot sia...so full lo..jsut now exercise for nth ...sia..sian..than a..ar..to be containew..tml..haha ..
hmmm..today is a big day wor...cause gg to laopo grandma...house haha...wa...so excited sia..hehe..hmm going to see most of laopo relative le wor..haha..so went to laopo house first n wait wait..hehe..cause her other grandma staying with her..want to buy something to the grandma ...house ma..casue she want to follow us also..hhaha..so when all done le...we actaully want to take bus go de..but suddenly her grandma say take cab..cause the sun very strong..she cant ta han..haha..so gd lo...more easy ma..so reach there le under her grandma house already saw her le lo...hehe..her grandma look like my grandma..sia..haha..really lo...it only she more taller only..hehe.so go up..her house..than she ask we 2 to eat the rice she cook..so we eat lo..wa...no taste sia..haha...long tm never eat till so jia la..le..haha somemore laopo rice give me half sia..haha cause she also dont like lo...haha but in the end i still finish lo...hehe..than sit sit awhile...after that we ju go off le..so take cab back again casue her grandma giver her $$ to take cab home..haaha..so we sent her another grandma back home..than we go out le..hehe..go amk hub...to watch movie..haha..!!
28june:
haix ..today never sleep..casue laopo again dont belive me le...dont have the trust in me....than i how to sleep wor ...like that..hmmm..but in the end laopo belive me le la..but too late le la..i tired till numb le lo..than wait awhile in home..than went out take a walk lo ..to destress...lo..haix than suddenly my friend all msg me say y i wanna quit ask me tell them...the reason..but i never tell la..casue no matter how stress i am..or how many pro i have i never tell anyone de..de most is tell abit la..but not all..casue i feel that i myself stress can le dont pass to other ppl ..esp thsoe who care alot for u...just act happy n let them think u alway happy can le but the bad thing is keep too much thing inside not gd wor...the heart will get very weak..like me now lo...abit of thing heart very pain..so those who can tell their pro to..try to tell as much as poss lo..dont keep too much thnig inside.hehe...than when tm almost reach le go down to orchard n meet laopo lo..n her gan di also...than after that we went to bugis to look for my god mum cause must take money from her...than after that we deicde to go ps watch transformer..casue laopo love gv de nacho ma...haha.so go there lo...than befor we go for our movie we go sercert receipt ...n eat ehehe..i n laopo share one mc..than her gan di order 1mc also ...hmmm not so nice wor..the chix there ...but her gan di de more worst ahha..the chix so dry lo..haha..so after finish we ask for bill..than actualy we just kidding ask her gan di to treat de ..but he really treat leh..haha.thanks him so much...next tm i got $$ sure treat him back de..than we go watch movie after that...hmm so nice wor..but laopo sleep sia in the first part ..haix yo..but she wake up just in time for the most exciting part..haha..than after that late le..we faster rush to catch the last train..haha..!!!
29june:
hmmm...today went laopo house as usual..la..haha than laopo say need to go amk to buy thing so go lo...than went to buy her school shoes....n also her shopping shoes..haha..casue her old de spoilt le ma...so buy lo...after that we go home ..casue laopo want to change to pant ..haha...after that acc her go her cousin house n borrow blade lo..hehe...she just dont watn to rent haha..so no choice lo..haha..after that went to cheers to buy some snack..hehe..than take bus go there lo..eat abit in bus also ..hehe..than laopo tired till sleep le...so i see her sleep of course i also sleep la i also tired ma..haha..than in the end sleep over le..haha..than we get down ...lo.than walk to east coast..wa..it was like far lo..sian sia..somemore the balde so heaVy somemore..haha..than almost reach there lo...laop say want to try blade first..haha..than k lo...than she start to blade le..haha..keep want to fall wor...than i hold her till we reach there..than by the tm we reach there she can blade le lo...see i say le ...u sure very fast can blade de..dont belive me..than my turn le ..i go rent the blade..wa...than when i just start to balde..i fall down...stuipid sia..than i go to one side n train lo..casue i really donno how to blade..mai only blade few tm only ...and is balde not more than 15min leh..somemore is alway blade on the grass de...very easy..than i ask them go play lo later than come find me..so they go while i see how ppl blade than i learn lo..hmm fanilly i can blade..le..only cant really turn only...hehe..yeah..first day really want to learn than ...very fast can le..haha.so happy..than after blade till tired le ...than return lo.. than on the way retuen laopo fall down sia..haix yo so bu xiao xin huh...sayang sayang...than after that go mac to eat..haha..eat alot sia...so full lo..jsut now exercise for nth ...sia..sian..than a..ar..to be containew..tml..haha ..
Sunday, July 1, 2007
30june07`
morn go central walk walk and eat first with dearie.. den go home change into pants.. den dearie company miie go my cousin hse.. ii go borrow the skates from her.. =PP
den we walk over to cheers there buy some food and drinks.. den we eat abit in the bus.. the journey so long lar.. den around 15 min will reach lidat tat time ii lie down to slp den how ii noe dearie also.. den when ii wake up realised tat we over the stop quite long ler.. den dearie also wake around there.. den we haf to walk back lar.. haha.. den become late miit winnie and her fren.. =x sorrie to keep them waiting lar.. lucky is 2 of them if nt jiu damn ps ler.. =xx
hmm den halfway while walking ii tired lar.. den wanna blade there instead.. wah.. so scary can when jus start.. cos its my first day rollerblading.. ii only noe iceskating lar.. was like so scary.. den dearie fu miie there.. ii so unstable lar starting den after tat okay abit ler.. =PP
den dearie jiu rent his blade there. wah he just started jiu fall down ler.. aiyorhx.. *sayang* hmm den he wanna practise awhile there first.. so ii join winnie and her fren skate abit first norx.. den after awhile jiu go back find him.. den he better ler lar.. can blade le.. oni unstable.. hahax..
den winnie sae wanna go beach there sit sit so go there lar.. den ii when wanna step down the pathway to the sand the step den fall lar.. *ouch* pain norx.. den sian lar.. ii with the guard so long neber fall den take out oni fall.. =x
after tat we jiu go mac eat norx.. hmmm den when going to walk back that time rain lar.. starting we walk is oni very small drizzling oni.. den bigger and bigger norx.. =( was like walking in the rain.. haha.. ii dun mind lar.. actually like.. but without anyting lar.. cos ii dun like my stuffs to be wet.. and without my spec.. cos very irritating lar.. cant see.. =PP den dearie gimme his chef u to cover so ii not so cold and neber kena so much.. (= so sweet rite.. =PP *muacks*
after tat jiu seperate with winnie they all when we going to bus stop.. hmm den miie and dearie jiu take 76 back to amk.. den ii say wanna watch midnite marhx.. den we jiu watch at amk hub norx.. while waiting for the movie to start everywhere also close ler.. den we go nebo.. the shop can drink and play boardgames norx.. hahax.. clever lar the owners.. grp of students.. open beside theatre.. cfm earn money de.. =PP
den we walk over to cheers there buy some food and drinks.. den we eat abit in the bus.. the journey so long lar.. den around 15 min will reach lidat tat time ii lie down to slp den how ii noe dearie also.. den when ii wake up realised tat we over the stop quite long ler.. den dearie also wake around there.. den we haf to walk back lar.. haha.. den become late miit winnie and her fren.. =x sorrie to keep them waiting lar.. lucky is 2 of them if nt jiu damn ps ler.. =xx
hmm den halfway while walking ii tired lar.. den wanna blade there instead.. wah.. so scary can when jus start.. cos its my first day rollerblading.. ii only noe iceskating lar.. was like so scary.. den dearie fu miie there.. ii so unstable lar starting den after tat okay abit ler.. =PP
den dearie jiu rent his blade there. wah he just started jiu fall down ler.. aiyorhx.. *sayang* hmm den he wanna practise awhile there first.. so ii join winnie and her fren skate abit first norx.. den after awhile jiu go back find him.. den he better ler lar.. can blade le.. oni unstable.. hahax..
den winnie sae wanna go beach there sit sit so go there lar.. den ii when wanna step down the pathway to the sand the step den fall lar.. *ouch* pain norx.. den sian lar.. ii with the guard so long neber fall den take out oni fall.. =x
after tat we jiu go mac eat norx.. hmmm den when going to walk back that time rain lar.. starting we walk is oni very small drizzling oni.. den bigger and bigger norx.. =( was like walking in the rain.. haha.. ii dun mind lar.. actually like.. but without anyting lar.. cos ii dun like my stuffs to be wet.. and without my spec.. cos very irritating lar.. cant see.. =PP den dearie gimme his chef u to cover so ii not so cold and neber kena so much.. (= so sweet rite.. =PP *muacks*
after tat jiu seperate with winnie they all when we going to bus stop.. hmm den miie and dearie jiu take 76 back to amk.. den ii say wanna watch midnite marhx.. den we jiu watch at amk hub norx.. while waiting for the movie to start everywhere also close ler.. den we go nebo.. the shop can drink and play boardgames norx.. hahax.. clever lar the owners.. grp of students.. open beside theatre.. cfm earn money de.. =PP
27,28june07`
27:
dearie come my house den go with miie and my grandma to my another grandma house to see her.. hmm ii first time bring bf go see her worx.. wah ii tink uu seen the most of my relatives etc le norx.. =P
hmm den after tat send my grandma back to my house den we go watch movie at amk again.. hahax.. actually quite forgotten tat day ting ler norx.. too long neber rite.. =x
28:
morn my ah yee darling jiu gimme wake up call wake miie up lerx.. den jiu miit her and june darling at cine there go k lunch norx.. ii ish tired de norx.. the dae before slp late..
hmm den mit them ii was a little late lar.. so ask them go k first den ii join them in the room again norx.. hmm and also pass them their bdae present.. tat time never miit them pass them.. hope they like it.. =PP yupp.. my darlings still sing so nice~ hmm den after tat we jiu walk around heeren and taka.. after tat my darlings smoke norx.. omg.. just realised tat they smoke can.. say in school too stress till smoke.. haix.. ii damn sad can.. =( at the same time scare lar cos ii starting the sem soon taking their those subs..
after tat miit my dearie at orchard mrt.. june miit her 'fren' go vivo watch movie and sinyee go 'home'.. ehem! okay lar dun sae here.. den miie and my dearie jiu go bugis there miit my gan di.. actually sae wanna watch movie at amk hub the new cathay de den keep changing la.. hmm cos ii at town den after tat we changed to ps den dearie last min niid mit gan ma take sumting den we change to bugis again.. hahax..
den abit sian leh.. watch bugis there.. cos ii dun quite like the theatre there.. so we decided to go back ps there later to watch movie norx.. while waiting for his gan ma.. we walk around abit den after tat jiu go delifrance eat abit norx.. after he miit her ler den we 3 take cab to ps there.. ish ex de norx though near.. cos town charge erp charge rush hr charge.. bth.. haix.. nvm..
den we go buy tics for transformer the show norx.. was okays lar.. starting cos ii too tired and abit sian fall aslp.. but behind part was quite nice.. =PP
before the show we ate dinner at secret recipe.. miie and dearie share a MC and a cake norx.. cos was quite full liao.. hmm the food was fine lar.. but my gan di one.. although he ordered the same MC.. but his one like so nt nice can.. inside no haf the cheese all tat le cos flow out when frying.. and the ting was so out of shape and dry etc.. hmm okay.. den he treat us the meal lar..we jk nia den he treat.. =Pp
den the movie we treat him drinks norx.. and we got nachos.. =PP ii love it lar.. =x yeap! after the movies was like around 12 le.. den we was like rushing for the last train.. hehe.. den we still early.. but was the last train ler norx.. =PP
dearie come my house den go with miie and my grandma to my another grandma house to see her.. hmm ii first time bring bf go see her worx.. wah ii tink uu seen the most of my relatives etc le norx.. =P
hmm den after tat send my grandma back to my house den we go watch movie at amk again.. hahax.. actually quite forgotten tat day ting ler norx.. too long neber rite.. =x
28:
morn my ah yee darling jiu gimme wake up call wake miie up lerx.. den jiu miit her and june darling at cine there go k lunch norx.. ii ish tired de norx.. the dae before slp late..
hmm den mit them ii was a little late lar.. so ask them go k first den ii join them in the room again norx.. hmm and also pass them their bdae present.. tat time never miit them pass them.. hope they like it.. =PP yupp.. my darlings still sing so nice~ hmm den after tat we jiu walk around heeren and taka.. after tat my darlings smoke norx.. omg.. just realised tat they smoke can.. say in school too stress till smoke.. haix.. ii damn sad can.. =( at the same time scare lar cos ii starting the sem soon taking their those subs..
after tat miit my dearie at orchard mrt.. june miit her 'fren' go vivo watch movie and sinyee go 'home'.. ehem! okay lar dun sae here.. den miie and my dearie jiu go bugis there miit my gan di.. actually sae wanna watch movie at amk hub the new cathay de den keep changing la.. hmm cos ii at town den after tat we changed to ps den dearie last min niid mit gan ma take sumting den we change to bugis again.. hahax..
den abit sian leh.. watch bugis there.. cos ii dun quite like the theatre there.. so we decided to go back ps there later to watch movie norx.. while waiting for his gan ma.. we walk around abit den after tat jiu go delifrance eat abit norx.. after he miit her ler den we 3 take cab to ps there.. ish ex de norx though near.. cos town charge erp charge rush hr charge.. bth.. haix.. nvm..
den we go buy tics for transformer the show norx.. was okays lar.. starting cos ii too tired and abit sian fall aslp.. but behind part was quite nice.. =PP
before the show we ate dinner at secret recipe.. miie and dearie share a MC and a cake norx.. cos was quite full liao.. hmm the food was fine lar.. but my gan di one.. although he ordered the same MC.. but his one like so nt nice can.. inside no haf the cheese all tat le cos flow out when frying.. and the ting was so out of shape and dry etc.. hmm okay.. den he treat us the meal lar..we jk nia den he treat.. =Pp
den the movie we treat him drinks norx.. and we got nachos.. =PP ii love it lar.. =x yeap! after the movies was like around 12 le.. den we was like rushing for the last train.. hehe.. den we still early.. but was the last train ler norx.. =PP
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
24june:
hmmm..today early wake up go fetch laopo go mandrain hotel..for training...but than reach there is like sian lo..cause must have the actual ic than can go in lo..sian..lo...so we have no choice lo..hmmm laopo was so sad lo..hmmm i alway cant get thing right for her de..mei yong de me...haix..than we go cini n slack lo..walk n walk round round round..hehe..than after that jing wen say want to meet so we go bugis meet her..haha at last she was early...no need to wait long long..so we walk walk around lo..than think of go libary ..so go lo .cause laopo also need to return her book ma..haix yo so late than return...than her friend go find her project thing while we 2 go sit sit at kids place..haha..we also kids ma...than after all ok le..we think of gg to eat steamboat...hehe..yeah..i love it..so we took a cab down lo casue all lazy la..haha..than go there ..eat till full like hell lo..so shiok..than after eating we were like so full lo so decide to walk to mrt than her friend bring us walk wrong way lo..sian...in the end have to take bus also haha...than reach amk le ..her friend go back first...lo..than very stupid de me make laopo sad lo..hmmm she did one thing really break my heart till now lo..she drop the ring ...that i alway want to buy for her..hmmm this ring mean alot alot to me de..although u may say i silly ..but ..i dont give ring to girl de leh..but once i give..it mean u my last ...n i realy dont want that ring to drop out of ur hand...laopo so sad lo than she keep asking me to go away which me heard le break my heart..than she bu li me..keep walking ..than i really donno what to do..so i block her way ..n tell her all my zhen xin hua..all those i say it not something that i want to say just to make u stay..but..it really my zhen xin hua..really i swear..than in the end laopo 4give me i so happy lo..but in my heart still sad la..cause that ring thing ma..i may be silly why so long le till now i still thinking about it..but no choice ma..i really mean alot to me n break my heart n make my tear non stop dropping till i went home ..n it still dropping..n till now wheneVer i think of it or it remind me...i will still Very Very sad de..but happy that laopo 4give me..i really hope i will not make u sad again !!!muacks love u!!
25june:
hmmm..today went laopo house again morning...haha.never go work again..casue want to peii her ma..n also work really make me so stress lo...so went to meet jing wen again casue she want to treat my laopo go k ster..haha than reach there is like sian lo everything is so lousy lo...sound system sux lo..sian..than we no choice la cause go in le ma..someore order drink le..lo cant say dont want le..so stay till 9 lo..after that we all hungry le than go eat frog again ahha..hmm so nice lo there i love the porridge lot lot lo..so nice...hehe..but sauce abit la that the sian thing hehe..nvm at lest we enjoy wor..than eat le lazy take bus home ..haha..casue must cross over to other side ma..so take mrt lo..hehe!!!!!
26june:
hmm..today laopo ask me 10 meet her breakfast haha...than reach le her ah ma see me outside than let me in lo..than i saw her sleeping haha..hmm..nvm la..see u so tired i also heartpain ma..no need to feel bad de...i can wait outside for u de ma.hehe...use to wait for laopo le..hehe..than actually laopo meeting her kor de..than she dont want me jealous ma so she never go..hmm i dont want jealous de but which bf want her laopo go out with other guy..hmm donno am i selffish ..i feel bad also she never go becasue of me..than we go down to amk to eat frog again hehe..laopoo just love it so much..after that we go watch moVie lo..hehe really like no moVie watch le lo..haha..than go see ppl play some waste $$ de game..but it was fun la see them play till like that..haha.than after that sent laopo home lo..cause late le later mum scold..muacks..laopo!!!! i love u!!!!
hmmm..today early wake up go fetch laopo go mandrain hotel..for training...but than reach there is like sian lo..cause must have the actual ic than can go in lo..sian..lo...so we have no choice lo..hmmm laopo was so sad lo..hmmm i alway cant get thing right for her de..mei yong de me...haix..than we go cini n slack lo..walk n walk round round round..hehe..than after that jing wen say want to meet so we go bugis meet her..haha at last she was early...no need to wait long long..so we walk walk around lo..than think of go libary ..so go lo .cause laopo also need to return her book ma..haix yo so late than return...than her friend go find her project thing while we 2 go sit sit at kids place..haha..we also kids ma...than after all ok le..we think of gg to eat steamboat...hehe..yeah..i love it..so we took a cab down lo casue all lazy la..haha..than go there ..eat till full like hell lo..so shiok..than after eating we were like so full lo so decide to walk to mrt than her friend bring us walk wrong way lo..sian...in the end have to take bus also haha...than reach amk le ..her friend go back first...lo..than very stupid de me make laopo sad lo..hmmm she did one thing really break my heart till now lo..she drop the ring ...that i alway want to buy for her..hmmm this ring mean alot alot to me de..although u may say i silly ..but ..i dont give ring to girl de leh..but once i give..it mean u my last ...n i realy dont want that ring to drop out of ur hand...laopo so sad lo than she keep asking me to go away which me heard le break my heart..than she bu li me..keep walking ..than i really donno what to do..so i block her way ..n tell her all my zhen xin hua..all those i say it not something that i want to say just to make u stay..but..it really my zhen xin hua..really i swear..than in the end laopo 4give me i so happy lo..but in my heart still sad la..cause that ring thing ma..i may be silly why so long le till now i still thinking about it..but no choice ma..i really mean alot to me n break my heart n make my tear non stop dropping till i went home ..n it still dropping..n till now wheneVer i think of it or it remind me...i will still Very Very sad de..but happy that laopo 4give me..i really hope i will not make u sad again !!!muacks love u!!
25june:
hmmm..today went laopo house again morning...haha.never go work again..casue want to peii her ma..n also work really make me so stress lo...so went to meet jing wen again casue she want to treat my laopo go k ster..haha than reach there is like sian lo everything is so lousy lo...sound system sux lo..sian..than we no choice la cause go in le ma..someore order drink le..lo cant say dont want le..so stay till 9 lo..after that we all hungry le than go eat frog again ahha..hmm so nice lo there i love the porridge lot lot lo..so nice...hehe..but sauce abit la that the sian thing hehe..nvm at lest we enjoy wor..than eat le lazy take bus home ..haha..casue must cross over to other side ma..so take mrt lo..hehe!!!!!
26june:
hmm..today laopo ask me 10 meet her breakfast haha...than reach le her ah ma see me outside than let me in lo..than i saw her sleeping haha..hmm..nvm la..see u so tired i also heartpain ma..no need to feel bad de...i can wait outside for u de ma.hehe...use to wait for laopo le..hehe..than actually laopo meeting her kor de..than she dont want me jealous ma so she never go..hmm i dont want jealous de but which bf want her laopo go out with other guy..hmm donno am i selffish ..i feel bad also she never go becasue of me..than we go down to amk to eat frog again hehe..laopoo just love it so much..after that we go watch moVie lo..hehe really like no moVie watch le lo..haha..than go see ppl play some waste $$ de game..but it was fun la see them play till like that..haha.than after that sent laopo home lo..cause late le later mum scold..muacks..laopo!!!! i love u!!!!
23june:
hmm..today scare to sleep ..casue too late le ma..than promise laopo morning go meet her...than if sleep think cant wake up lo...than later laopo angry again ...i will sad de..so wait lo wait till alomost time le..than go her house there wait for her..than laopo oversleep..haha..haix yo..too tired la u...hmm nvm lo..wait for u lo..hehe..than i never go work also hehe..cause miss laopo ma...want to alway pei her ..so msg my friend lo ask him to help me tell sir apply for mc..hmm sure die la when i get back..hmmm work is really so stress to me now..!!!!!..lucky laopo alway by myside..if not i really donno what to do...than laopo wake up le ..we go amk walk walk lo..hehe..but laopo is really so stress lo...cause we got no $$ n no where to go...hmm see her like that i really so sad lo..hmmm stupid de me donno how to cheer u up..haix...than at nite actually want to go sing k de with my friend but too late le..so cant go ...so we take mrt sleep lo..haha..take round n round..hehe...than when we get down we pay 2$ hahaa..than after that i sent laopo home lo..hehe..love love u!!!!!
hmm..today scare to sleep ..casue too late le ma..than promise laopo morning go meet her...than if sleep think cant wake up lo...than later laopo angry again ...i will sad de..so wait lo wait till alomost time le..than go her house there wait for her..than laopo oversleep..haha..haix yo..too tired la u...hmm nvm lo..wait for u lo..hehe..than i never go work also hehe..cause miss laopo ma...want to alway pei her ..so msg my friend lo ask him to help me tell sir apply for mc..hmm sure die la when i get back..hmmm work is really so stress to me now..!!!!!..lucky laopo alway by myside..if not i really donno what to do...than laopo wake up le ..we go amk walk walk lo..hehe..but laopo is really so stress lo...cause we got no $$ n no where to go...hmm see her like that i really so sad lo..hmmm stupid de me donno how to cheer u up..haix...than at nite actually want to go sing k de with my friend but too late le..so cant go ...so we take mrt sleep lo..haha..take round n round..hehe...than when we get down we pay 2$ hahaa..than after that i sent laopo home lo..hehe..love love u!!!!!
26june07`
hmm ask dear morning 10 come eat breakfast de.. den ii wake up le slp again.. den i wake again at 11+... den see dearie at my living room ler.. tink my grandma let euu in de bahx.. sorrie worx.. make euu wake up so early den lidat.. =x
today actually supposed to miit sherwin kor de.. den dearie like jealous like tat den ii jiu cancel the date with kor le norx.. hmm ii lied to him norx.. hope he wun angry if he ever noe.. =x
den went to eat froggie at amk again. den watch eye in the sky or someting de at cathay.. hahax.. we watch until like no show for us to watch already larx.. =P got show jiu watch already larx.. =PP
before the show start we was like slacking at the zone x.. see ppl play the sweet cum soft toy catcher ting.. hahax.. like once ppl start addicted to it liao.. so we better just see.. wah ppl play was like 20 30 lidat play awhile jiu gone le lar.. den damn waste larx.. hahax.. although shiok lar when win the jackpot in the end.. hahax.. tat machine really will earn money de lar.. =PP is not once or twice de.. must really play alot one.. =x
25june07`
dearie come my house in the morn wait for miie again =P
den after tat we go miit jingwen go kster.. at chinatown.. was like so lousy lar.. everyting can sae de ii all sae ler.. dun wanna sae again.. hahax.. =p hmm dun tink will go again norx.. rather go kbox.. a little more ex only marhx.. =PP better tingys there.. =PP
after singing till 9.. which is exact 9 lar.. cos they cut off at zhun zhun tat time.. stupid de!! den we walk walk see the frog my cousin sae nice de.. and eat there.. hmm nt bad lar.. but the sauce ii tink not enuff leh.. but the porridge was damn nice lar.. =PP hahax will go eat again de.. (= yupps!!
den we jiu go home ler.. =PP actually shud take CT8 back de.. cheaper and faster.. but cos we all lazy to climb the stairs to opposite side.. den end up take mrt and change bus norx.. LOL!
24june07`
today supposed to go to mandarin hotel for training de.. budden was like cos my mum lar.. keep my ic den ii only haf the photocopy one.. den cant go pass the security lar.. den so cant go the training ler nor.. was damn SIAN de norx. haix.. but den wad to do? no choice also marhx..
so we slack awhile at cine den miit jingwen at bugis norx.. supposed to miit her at 5 after the training de.. so was early ler.. but she also early norx.. so we reach around the same time larx.. den miit at parco there.. and den walk to library with her norx.. she wanna find tings for her project ting de.. den ii also nid to return a book.. hahax.. borrowed like 3-4 mths ler. omg can.. the fine?!!?!! hmm nvm pay when ii nt so broke bahx..
den miie and baobeii sae wanna eat steamboat den ask jingwen come along with us norx.. she arhx really go there ish to eat hotdog de lar.. =PP LoLx.. den dearie so nice.. ii love to eat the prawns and crabs lar.. but ii lazy de.. den dearie help miie peel all.. =D love euu so much my dear.. hmm den he help my fren peel some also lar.. cos see her only eat those meat and hotdog.. so waste money lar.. =P
after eating she sae wanna walk to mrt instead of taking bus since we so full also marhx.. den we sae okays norx.. tell her she going the wrong way ler.. shud be the opposite direction.. she dun believe den like tat lar.. end up walk one stop lidat den wait for bus.. LoL!!
den we reach amk.. jingwen go back first.. den dear and miie got some kind of arguement. cos dearie make miie sad.. den ii angry till ii drop the ring we have.. dearie cry till so badly and so sad.. but ii ish like tat de marh. angry jiu dun care anyting ler.. and so zui ying.. so stil lidat.. den dear really cry till so badly..
den dearie say alot touching tings den make miie hug him and den we okays ler =PP he first time cry till like tat worx.. ii see also shocked.. den ii call him 'ai ku gui' =PP alot tings he did for miie first time he ever did.. alot tings he changed for miie.. alot tings he wanna do for miie.. ii noe it all.. dear! thanks for everyting.. ii love you to bits!
23june07`
my sha gua lao gong.. scare cant wake up in time miit miie den straight away dun slp.. aiyorh.. euu arhx.. silly boy leh.. =x hmm ii will xin teng de marhx.. den dearie come find miie den iish ii oversleep norx.. cos really bery tired.. opps.. sorrie worx =x make euu wait so long for miie somemore neber slp whole nite.. =x
den neber go take mc also.. cos poly close ler.. wah my dp going up worx.. and make ups like dunoe how many norx.. ting like 9 days lidat le.. hmm dearie also lar.. dun go take mc.. anywae also can claim de marhx yours.. hmm den euu arhx.. cfm kena nag and killed by wong when euu go back work nor.. 2days in a row ler norx.. though the day before one the new sir gif euu as leave but is last min de marh.. den wong sure not happie de norx.. omg.. dearie arh.. ii worrie for euu norx.. =X
den we went amk hub there walk walk.. dun noe wat to do also.. so like stress on going where.. LoLx.. sad hor.. hahaha. den actually wanna go bugis sing with his fren de.. but was like kinda too late so dearie say dun go ler norx.. so we take mrt like round and round.. and slp inside.. hahax.. den overstaying and needa pay the overstaying 2dollar norx.. but nvm lar.. jus pay norx.. den dearie send miie home safely again =P
21 june:
hmmm today as usual went work early morning..so tired lo..hmmm than after work ju go down to bishan and meet laopo..lo..hehe..no matter how tired work is ..when see her..i become a superman again..hehe..than actually want to take neoprint but laopo say my eye blue..hhaha..she say i scary..haha..than we go watch movie lo..than after that walk walk than go coffeebean n eat cake hehe...she love the best la..haha..than after that very late le than we walk home lo from bishan haha..love to walk with my laopo..muacks!!!
hmmm today as usual went work early morning..so tired lo..hmmm than after work ju go down to bishan and meet laopo..lo..hehe..no matter how tired work is ..when see her..i become a superman again..hehe..than actually want to take neoprint but laopo say my eye blue..hhaha..she say i scary..haha..than we go watch movie lo..than after that walk walk than go coffeebean n eat cake hehe...she love the best la..haha..than after that very late le than we walk home lo from bishan haha..love to walk with my laopo..muacks!!!
19june:
hmm...today wake up jui go work le..sian..work agin..but nvm after work can meet laopo again..than somemore today eat ec with my god mum and laopo..wor...hehe so happy can intro my laopo to my god mum hehe...so after work i than go down to school to fetch laopo cause today she banquet ma hehe....so fetch le le we go down her house ..casue i 4get to ask her to bring nice nice cloth..hehe...so no choice lo..lucky still early wor...than still got some tm...than i wait outside for her lo..haha..than she come out le..wa..so pretty wor...my laopo..haha..haix ya..actually everyday also that pretty la...hehe than we go down to city hall to fetch my god mum lo..hehe..reach there early lo..than wait for 1/2 hours plus ..than guess what actually god mum also come the same time with us haha..but we dont know so we wait so long haha..hmm than after that we go down to charcoal..lo to eat the ec..hmm not bad la..still can..still can..hehe..student ma cant expect too much..hehe..can eat can le...than after that i need to collect some money from my friend ...so laopo acc me go also hehe...love her..muacks!!!!!
hmm...today wake up jui go work le..sian..work agin..but nvm after work can meet laopo again..than somemore today eat ec with my god mum and laopo..wor...hehe so happy can intro my laopo to my god mum hehe...so after work i than go down to school to fetch laopo cause today she banquet ma hehe....so fetch le le we go down her house ..casue i 4get to ask her to bring nice nice cloth..hehe...so no choice lo..lucky still early wor...than still got some tm...than i wait outside for her lo..haha..than she come out le..wa..so pretty wor...my laopo..haha..haix ya..actually everyday also that pretty la...hehe than we go down to city hall to fetch my god mum lo..hehe..reach there early lo..than wait for 1/2 hours plus ..than guess what actually god mum also come the same time with us haha..but we dont know so we wait so long haha..hmm than after that we go down to charcoal..lo to eat the ec..hmm not bad la..still can..still can..hehe..student ma cant expect too much..hehe..can eat can le...than after that i need to collect some money from my friend ...so laopo acc me go also hehe...love her..muacks!!!!!
Monday, June 25, 2007
22june07`
dearie neber go work.. aiyorhx.. notti leh everytime lidat.. wait xi guan jiu bu hao ler worx.. den miit jingwen le we 3 go amk eat abit first.. though miie and her going eat EC le lar.. but very hungry marhx.. den somemore ii craving for the frog again.. =x
after eating we jiu go orchard walk around norx.. walk till going 8 that time jiu go find wadd bus go charcoal there den we take bus to charcoal ler.. so sad norx.. dearie neber go work.. cos ii wanna go again is cos ii wanna go when dearie is working den ii can pei dearie at the same time.. aiyorh den euu neber work.. and ii for nothing waste so much there norx.. cos its not like worth going twice norx.. =X
den go till there dearie go walk walk around cos he cant go charcoal with us as he is supposed to be 'sick'.. er hum.. =x hmm den miie and jingwen go eat.. was like damn funny lar.. we like dating lidat norx.. den we like acting to be one too.. hahax.. nebermind.. den we eat abit was like damn full liao cos we eat before going there marhx.. den forcing ourself to eat finish.. =P
after we ate finish den we go out funan there miit dearie.. cos we dun feel like going out den jiu walk to bugis there cos ii also wanna buy a bag marhx.. den walk till there managed to buy a bag den we jiu take 851 back ler norx.. when waiting was like saying scarly see the stupid indian lady again.. LOL. lucky neber see lar.. if not sian again ler norx..
den halfway the journey she say wanna go kbox AGAIN.. LOL den we go amk de norx.. was like ex lar.. cos friday marhx.. budden the price the gal at the desk there lower from 29 to 24 den 20.. LoL.. den we go lo cos also ps marh she sae till lidat if we dun want.. =x den go there as usual lar.. she disturb till we cant sing properly.. dearie was like damn sing norx.. cos he didnt even sing 3 song properly dao.. =( dun sad worx.. sayang euu kkays.. next time ii go with euu alone arhx.. (=
den sing till like 2 lidat den dearie send us back.. we walk back den send her home.. wah lucky she stay near cos ii lazy walk liao so tired norx.. hmm den dearie jiu send miie home den hafta take cab back again.. so waste money again rite.. =P
lurve euu darling!
after eating we jiu go orchard walk around norx.. walk till going 8 that time jiu go find wadd bus go charcoal there den we take bus to charcoal ler.. so sad norx.. dearie neber go work.. cos ii wanna go again is cos ii wanna go when dearie is working den ii can pei dearie at the same time.. aiyorh den euu neber work.. and ii for nothing waste so much there norx.. cos its not like worth going twice norx.. =X
den go till there dearie go walk walk around cos he cant go charcoal with us as he is supposed to be 'sick'.. er hum.. =x hmm den miie and jingwen go eat.. was like damn funny lar.. we like dating lidat norx.. den we like acting to be one too.. hahax.. nebermind.. den we eat abit was like damn full liao cos we eat before going there marhx.. den forcing ourself to eat finish.. =P
after we ate finish den we go out funan there miit dearie.. cos we dun feel like going out den jiu walk to bugis there cos ii also wanna buy a bag marhx.. den walk till there managed to buy a bag den we jiu take 851 back ler norx.. when waiting was like saying scarly see the stupid indian lady again.. LOL. lucky neber see lar.. if not sian again ler norx..
den halfway the journey she say wanna go kbox AGAIN.. LOL den we go amk de norx.. was like ex lar.. cos friday marhx.. budden the price the gal at the desk there lower from 29 to 24 den 20.. LoL.. den we go lo cos also ps marh she sae till lidat if we dun want.. =x den go there as usual lar.. she disturb till we cant sing properly.. dearie was like damn sing norx.. cos he didnt even sing 3 song properly dao.. =( dun sad worx.. sayang euu kkays.. next time ii go with euu alone arhx.. (=
den sing till like 2 lidat den dearie send us back.. we walk back den send her home.. wah lucky she stay near cos ii lazy walk liao so tired norx.. hmm den dearie jiu send miie home den hafta take cab back again.. so waste money again rite.. =P
lurve euu darling!
Sunday, June 24, 2007
21june07`
morn slp till 1+pm again.. den wake up ler.. use com awhile den jiu go down bishan to miie my baobei lerx.. hmm we watch movie there and walk walk awhile norx.. actually wanna take neoprint de. haha but dowan cos dearie wear the blue contact lens.. =P hahax..
den we watch ler.. at nite go coffeebean eat cake.. den after tat jiu walk back amk.. hahax.. quite far larx.. but ii dun mind lar.. cos he dearie yi qi.. =PP love him to bits! muacks.
den we watch ler.. at nite go coffeebean eat cake.. den after tat jiu walk back amk.. hahax.. quite far larx.. but ii dun mind lar.. cos he dearie yi qi.. =PP love him to bits! muacks.
19,20june07`
19:
went for banquet in school.. full shift den tml no niid to go.. =P hmm den after tat dearie come fetch miie jiu go home.. ii go change den jiu go down to city hall mrt to miit dearie de god mummy.. =P
den we go charcoal eat the EC together norx.. hahax.. today first time see his gan ma worx.. den he intro miie to her and all tat norx.. eat ler den she got smth on jiu go first norx.. den we walk walk abit denn peii dearie down to take money from his fren.. =x
20:
yupp no school today.. ii watch drama the day before till 6+am norx.. haha nice nor the show den ii psycho to hear the songs ler.. hahax always lidat de.. hmm den slp at 7am till like 1+pm.. =PP haha wake up continue to watch awhile den dearie after work jiu come down amk hub wait for miie.. we go watch movie and eat froggie.. =P
after tat dearie jiu send miie home den ii continue to watch the show again.. =D watch till 6+am again.. =PP
22 june:
hmm..today not a good day cause yesterday nite actually want to acc laopo de but donno y i just sleep without knowing...than morning wake up see laopo msh me angry le...than i faster go down to her house lo..lucky she 4give me..la..but than i never go work..cause of this lo..die lo..go back sure get kill de...than pei laopo go out with her friend also ..than we went to amk to eat frog again ahha..casue we like all hungry lo...than eat finish le...we go orchard there walk walk lo..actually nth to walk de but too full le ma so go walk walk lo...than went taka saw my friend haha...i and him like got fate lo alway see each other...than after walk walk we go charcoal there lo..cause laopo n her friend got go ec dinner ma..hehe..than they go lo i than go funa there sit down eat abit of thing and wait for them lo..than eat le...guess where we go..hehe..we go k box ...lo.sian sia i alway only get to sing few song only lo..so sad..i dont mind sing a few la..but when come to my fav song i cant get to sing..that the sad thing...but nvm ...got laopo acc can le lo..hehe..than sing finish le...we walk home lo..so tired lo than sent her friend go home than i pei laopo go home lo..hmmm hehe today was fun because having u by my side...
23 june:
hmm...today never sleep lo..casue i lazy go work ma..than early morning want to acc laopo go take mc than i not dare to sleep ..casue later cant wake up again laopo will angry ..so i just dont sleep lo than when her house there wait for her..haha..this time is she cant wake up lo..hmm than i wait n wait lo till she can wake up..but when she at last wake up le ...the doc already close le so we both can take mc lo..hmm i die le la..2day leh..sure die de..sure get call back to school de lo..hmm die la..me..than we 2 go amk ther walk walk lo wa..than is like really no place go lo ..casue no $$ ma..than we sian like hell lo...than laopo is like really stress lo..hmm..than i see le really heart pain lo but i cant do anything to help her lo..so sad me..but at last she ok le..hmm than i relax abit..than we find a place to sit down lo than something happen again ..hmmm when will laopo really belive what dear say sia..really hope that day will come lo..even i get to live less 10 or 20yrs also nvm as long she cant just belive one time what i say..cause when she dont belive me..guess how sad i feel..hmm..but at last laopo say belive me la..but i know ..she not 100% ..but ok la..i dont ask for more.hmm than we sian til go take mrt sleep lo ..go take 1 round lo..haha..than sleep for 2hours..hehe..than after than i sent her home lo..hehe..miss u!!!!!
24 june:
hmm..today oversleep never go church hmm i die le la..me..so many week le..than wake up go laopo house again lo..to wait for her ..casue today want to go for hotel training ma..hehe..than she ok le..we go hotel there..than reach le they than tell us cannot go in cause laopo dont have the ic ma...sian lo..hmm than she sad le la..hmm i also sad lo ...see her like that ..but i will try my very best to get her a job althoug i donno can ma..but i sure try my best de...than we go bugis there n look for her friend again lo...hehe..go libary lo...hmmm go there we sit down talk talk..than laopo suddenly dont trust me again..wa..i was like..blur lo..i really promise her lo..but no matter what she just dont want to belive me..that y i say if can use my life to exchange my trust for her i the first to do it lo..but in the end laopo ok le lo..at last trust me abit lo..i know she still dont belive de..than we go eat steamboat at marina there hehe...so full lo...eat like mad haha..than after that we go back amk actually laopo want to go k de...but no $$ ..hmm..than we sit at the busstop lo...than something happen that really make me *** till now lo..something that mean alot alot to me that have been throw on the floor ...i just cant 4get it ...that part just keep flashing in my brain lo...cause i make laopo angry ma..than she was angry n sad till bu li wor also lo..but in the end she still back to my side..althoug i feel happy again le..but just cant 4get that part ..she may think i silly boi...but it just me ba..if something mean alot to me..it really is just mean alot to me lo...i dont blame her doing that ..i just blame myself lo..really..hmmm.but it was really a bless to have her back ...than after that i sent her home lo..hmmm laopo sorry for what happen today ...i was so stupid ..u today bad mood le ..i still like that..hmm.sorry wor..love u 4ever!!!!!!!muacks
hmm..today not a good day cause yesterday nite actually want to acc laopo de but donno y i just sleep without knowing...than morning wake up see laopo msh me angry le...than i faster go down to her house lo..lucky she 4give me..la..but than i never go work..cause of this lo..die lo..go back sure get kill de...than pei laopo go out with her friend also ..than we went to amk to eat frog again ahha..casue we like all hungry lo...than eat finish le...we go orchard there walk walk lo..actually nth to walk de but too full le ma so go walk walk lo...than went taka saw my friend haha...i and him like got fate lo alway see each other...than after walk walk we go charcoal there lo..cause laopo n her friend got go ec dinner ma..hehe..than they go lo i than go funa there sit down eat abit of thing and wait for them lo..than eat le...guess where we go..hehe..we go k box ...lo.sian sia i alway only get to sing few song only lo..so sad..i dont mind sing a few la..but when come to my fav song i cant get to sing..that the sad thing...but nvm ...got laopo acc can le lo..hehe..than sing finish le...we walk home lo..so tired lo than sent her friend go home than i pei laopo go home lo..hmmm hehe today was fun because having u by my side...
23 june:
hmm...today never sleep lo..casue i lazy go work ma..than early morning want to acc laopo go take mc than i not dare to sleep ..casue later cant wake up again laopo will angry ..so i just dont sleep lo than when her house there wait for her..haha..this time is she cant wake up lo..hmm than i wait n wait lo till she can wake up..but when she at last wake up le ...the doc already close le so we both can take mc lo..hmm i die le la..2day leh..sure die de..sure get call back to school de lo..hmm die la..me..than we 2 go amk ther walk walk lo wa..than is like really no place go lo ..casue no $$ ma..than we sian like hell lo...than laopo is like really stress lo..hmm..than i see le really heart pain lo but i cant do anything to help her lo..so sad me..but at last she ok le..hmm than i relax abit..than we find a place to sit down lo than something happen again ..hmmm when will laopo really belive what dear say sia..really hope that day will come lo..even i get to live less 10 or 20yrs also nvm as long she cant just belive one time what i say..cause when she dont belive me..guess how sad i feel..hmm..but at last laopo say belive me la..but i know ..she not 100% ..but ok la..i dont ask for more.hmm than we sian til go take mrt sleep lo ..go take 1 round lo..haha..than sleep for 2hours..hehe..than after than i sent her home lo..hehe..miss u!!!!!
24 june:
hmm..today oversleep never go church hmm i die le la..me..so many week le..than wake up go laopo house again lo..to wait for her ..casue today want to go for hotel training ma..hehe..than she ok le..we go hotel there..than reach le they than tell us cannot go in cause laopo dont have the ic ma...sian lo..hmm than she sad le la..hmm i also sad lo ...see her like that ..but i will try my very best to get her a job althoug i donno can ma..but i sure try my best de...than we go bugis there n look for her friend again lo...hehe..go libary lo...hmmm go there we sit down talk talk..than laopo suddenly dont trust me again..wa..i was like..blur lo..i really promise her lo..but no matter what she just dont want to belive me..that y i say if can use my life to exchange my trust for her i the first to do it lo..but in the end laopo ok le lo..at last trust me abit lo..i know she still dont belive de..than we go eat steamboat at marina there hehe...so full lo...eat like mad haha..than after that we go back amk actually laopo want to go k de...but no $$ ..hmm..than we sit at the busstop lo...than something happen that really make me *** till now lo..something that mean alot alot to me that have been throw on the floor ...i just cant 4get it ...that part just keep flashing in my brain lo...cause i make laopo angry ma..than she was angry n sad till bu li wor also lo..but in the end she still back to my side..althoug i feel happy again le..but just cant 4get that part ..she may think i silly boi...but it just me ba..if something mean alot to me..it really is just mean alot to me lo...i dont blame her doing that ..i just blame myself lo..really..hmmm.but it was really a bless to have her back ...than after that i sent her home lo..hmmm laopo sorry for what happen today ...i was so stupid ..u today bad mood le ..i still like that..hmm.sorry wor..love u 4ever!!!!!!!muacks
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
18june07`
today went banquet.. so sian go there do nothing again =P last min change shift with perlyn cos ii still sleepy cos late night movie the night before.. actually wanna go jus like 1 hour plus later.. but perlyn called me before elvin.. so ii changed le den nvm norx.. cos actually also sms elvin can late marhx.. den nvm lar.. ii go continue my sleep.. =P
wake up le online awhile den go school liao ler norx.. slack slack awhile jiu 4 can go ler.. hahax.. den dearie come bt batok fetch miie.. he haben reach ii finish le.. so we miit like halfway the journey frm school to mrt.. (= loves him norx.. finish work jiu come find miie lerx.. somemore he so tired and ii asked him go home rest but he dun wan and insist wanna come find miie instead.. so no choice ler norx.. =P euu arhx.. must haf enuff slp marhx.. everyday lidat how can worx.. =x zhi dao marhx?
hmm den we went amk norx. watch men in white at eng wah.. so damn cheap la tix.. cos cathay open den they cant fight de norx.. tix at 5 oni lar.. 2 ppl oni 10.. hahax.. den after watch we jiu go eat froggie =PP bleahx.. again? haha dun care ii like marhx.. =PP
after tat around 12 ler marhx.. den dearie send miie to bus stop wait den his bus reach first so he leave the bus stop first nah.. ii alone go back todae. cos dun wan him waste money take cab again marhx.. hmm den reach home ler jiu go online talk with him as usual (= hahax like daily routine lidat norx.. =P
wake up le online awhile den go school liao ler norx.. slack slack awhile jiu 4 can go ler.. hahax.. den dearie come bt batok fetch miie.. he haben reach ii finish le.. so we miit like halfway the journey frm school to mrt.. (= loves him norx.. finish work jiu come find miie lerx.. somemore he so tired and ii asked him go home rest but he dun wan and insist wanna come find miie instead.. so no choice ler norx.. =P euu arhx.. must haf enuff slp marhx.. everyday lidat how can worx.. =x zhi dao marhx?
hmm den we went amk norx. watch men in white at eng wah.. so damn cheap la tix.. cos cathay open den they cant fight de norx.. tix at 5 oni lar.. 2 ppl oni 10.. hahax.. den after watch we jiu go eat froggie =PP bleahx.. again? haha dun care ii like marhx.. =PP
after tat around 12 ler marhx.. den dearie send miie to bus stop wait den his bus reach first so he leave the bus stop first nah.. ii alone go back todae. cos dun wan him waste money take cab again marhx.. hmm den reach home ler jiu go online talk with him as usual (= hahax like daily routine lidat norx.. =P
17june07`
today we celebrating our 1st anniversary since ytd we working.. hmm dearie come fetch miie.. cook noodles for miie.. hmm okays lar.. nt bad.. but ii still wan the gong bao lar.. =PP keke.. den after eating we go amk hub the cathay actually wanna watch movie de but there the show all watch before le den sian norx.. went walk walk
around amk hub den go eat froggie again =P hahax
den we went andersen's to eat fondue =P hahax.. so into dessert lar miie.. everyday oni wan dessert.. hahax so fattening can.. but dun care! ii jus like.. bleah =P but the quality not very gd lar the choc and too little.. haa ii still support the fountain choc ii used to sell =PP den next week dearie going bring miie go haagen dazs there eat the fondue ler.. tat one looks nicer.. hope it taste nicer too.. =P yupp.. haha piggy miie..
after tat walk walk around den we jiu go queue at new york new york.. cos already sae wanna haf dinner there marhx.. was like still abit full lar.. but queue quite long so by then quite okays lar.. but ii start eating the MC only feel the fullness.. so gif dearie finish most of it.. =P hahax.. feed euu become fat fat!! yupp.. mission accomplished!! =PP
we sae ler next week go eat again den order all 4 course one each den we share all.. =P hahax.. fattening again.. =P dun care! wahahaha!
den around 940 lidat den we say till neoprints cos dearie very sad lost wallet den the neoprints inside.. silly boy de.. lost wallet so many tings inside and money den euu oni concern photo.. aiyorhx.. lucky hor ur ic keep with miie if not tis is the 3rd time arhx.. 500 worx. euu arhx! =x
den we go rush go bishan hope haben close den can take.. but we reach there close liao den so sad can.. den we wanna watch movie mood again.. rush back amk see eng wah haf shows mar.. den close liao.. omg can.. den go down cine there watch pirates of the carribean.. haha 12+ show. den watch till 245 or so.. hahax.. took cab.. dearie send miie home den take another cab home.. omg rite.. ex leh! tell him continue the journey den he sae ii go up alone dangerous.. den better send miie up.. den cant talk win him.. let him send norx.. yupps.. den dearie went home slp awhile jiu must wake up le.. cos he working morn shift norx.. wah.. xin tong worx..
ii love euu baobei! muacks
16june:
today our 1st day anniv wor...hmm so happy ..today early wake up go laopo house again ..haha when i reach there...saw her mum than her mum ask me go inside n sit hmm..when in le haha bao bei still sleeping...sia..than i read newspaper while her mum make drink for me n ask me to eat..after eat feel like to sleep so i sleep till she wake up lo..hehe..than after that we take mrt to work together ...than she pei me till my stop than she go back her stop again..hmm love u wor..after work help bao bei friend to buy cake wa...rain very heavy sia...but no choice hehe...than reach ross le..saw bao bei take out a bag of thing ...than i see inside..wa..present sia..my 1st anniv present...hmm so touch wor..somemore she rain go de than make her wet wet hmm so touch lo n happy...feel so bad sia my ring till now haven give her..hmm so sad i want to give de ...but got some problem ...but i trying my best to give her as soon as possible..hmm realy love u so much sia...looking forward to tml to celebrate abit of our 1st anniv ..hehe so happy!!!!!!
17june:
hmm today wake up want to go buy chicken de to cook for laopo but no money because i wake up than know my wallet lost sia..wa..so sad lo...hmm than no choice only can cook noodles lo..sian..but nvm..so cook le went down look for bao bei...than reach le wait there for sometime than she come down le so wait for her eat finish..hehe..so many lo...hmm than we went down to amk there to wak walk first before my god mum sent $$ to me...than we go there suddelly laopo say she n angel want to eat frog leg..hmm so k lo go eat frog leg again haha...no choice la they both want to eat...so eat le thann we go amk hub there walk again than i saw my salon haah..than go in to cut my hair..wa..so shiok sia the feeling lo...than cut le we go eat dessert ahha...bao bei like n love the best ...die la i gg to die of too fat..haha..than eat le we walk walk than guess where we go..hmm..go eat again la..haha..whole day eating sia..we go new york there to eat...hmm not bad la..not as bad as what my friend say...we eat crab!!!!! yeah my fav ...haha..than after eat i have to go town to collect some $$$ than laopo follow me too...so we go together:P..after that we go watch movie at amk..haha..so late still watch sia..but nvm it laopo watch with me ma..than after that i sent her home !!!hmmm today can say a happy day n also a sad day cause of what happen in late nite!!!!!...hmm sorry laopo make u angry!!!!! i dont want de but i alway so stupid to make u angry!!!..hmm love u so much..dont even want to let u go!!!!!!
18june:
hmmm today only sleep 1/2 hours sia..casue yessterday sleep late cause go out ma..than go work wa...tired like hell lo..me...but lucky not busy hehe...than after work go fetch laopo from school...than we went kfc hehe..again fatty food sia..die le la me....after eating we went to watch movie hehe..i love that movie sia..so funny lo...than after movie we go eat frog again haha...again frog sia..no choice la they 2 want to eat again...!!!!! ...SO eat le sent laopo home lo...hmm today afternoon stupid me make her angry again ...hmmm y huh ..y i alway make her angry...hmm die la so stupid me lo...die better.!!!!!...but lucky laopo forgive me...so happy..than reach home suddenly heart so pain lo but this time really very pain..actually this 3 to 4 day already have le but abit only ..maybe about this 2 day thing ba..so today more pain lo...hmm sorry hor laopo ..today afternoon!!!!!!!
19june:
hmm today wake up late sia..than go work lucky sir never scold....than reach le really nth to do lo...than walk around n eat around haha...than sleep for 2hrs like that ...than after work go fetch laopo from school again ...but this time we gg to EC hehe..with my god mum too...so wwe went back to laopo house to change to nice nice hehe..laopo so pretty wor..hehe..haix ya everyday also pretty so no need to say she pretty today hehe..than we went down to city hall fetch my mum than we go eat hehe...have a nice dinner today with 2 of my important person in my life..hehe..so xin fu..after eating went down to collect my $$$ to pay for laopo school thing..hmm my big stone at lest put down le..so worry for laopo school thing this dew week lo ,...now at lest settle le..but now i really really broke le..haha.no more private saving le..haha..but nvm it worth for laop de...hehe..than take $$ le..than sent laopo home le casue it too late..hehe..haix ya y huh..stupid me make laopo angry again..omg..again sia..sad la me..this lousy bf ..alway make her sad n angry..hmm so stupid de me!!!!!but in the end laopo forgive me again le..hmm so happy but very sad also heart pain again also..cause alway make her angry ma..!!!!hmm but laopo i dont let this happen again le..sorrry wor..!!!!!!love u ..yeah tml can buy necklace le..hehe..love u!!!!!!muakcs!!!!
today our 1st day anniv wor...hmm so happy ..today early wake up go laopo house again ..haha when i reach there...saw her mum than her mum ask me go inside n sit hmm..when in le haha bao bei still sleeping...sia..than i read newspaper while her mum make drink for me n ask me to eat..after eat feel like to sleep so i sleep till she wake up lo..hehe..than after that we take mrt to work together ...than she pei me till my stop than she go back her stop again..hmm love u wor..after work help bao bei friend to buy cake wa...rain very heavy sia...but no choice hehe...than reach ross le..saw bao bei take out a bag of thing ...than i see inside..wa..present sia..my 1st anniv present...hmm so touch wor..somemore she rain go de than make her wet wet hmm so touch lo n happy...feel so bad sia my ring till now haven give her..hmm so sad i want to give de ...but got some problem ...but i trying my best to give her as soon as possible..hmm realy love u so much sia...looking forward to tml to celebrate abit of our 1st anniv ..hehe so happy!!!!!!
17june:
hmm today wake up want to go buy chicken de to cook for laopo but no money because i wake up than know my wallet lost sia..wa..so sad lo...hmm than no choice only can cook noodles lo..sian..but nvm..so cook le went down look for bao bei...than reach le wait there for sometime than she come down le so wait for her eat finish..hehe..so many lo...hmm than we went down to amk there to wak walk first before my god mum sent $$ to me...than we go there suddelly laopo say she n angel want to eat frog leg..hmm so k lo go eat frog leg again haha...no choice la they both want to eat...so eat le thann we go amk hub there walk again than i saw my salon haah..than go in to cut my hair..wa..so shiok sia the feeling lo...than cut le we go eat dessert ahha...bao bei like n love the best ...die la i gg to die of too fat..haha..than eat le we walk walk than guess where we go..hmm..go eat again la..haha..whole day eating sia..we go new york there to eat...hmm not bad la..not as bad as what my friend say...we eat crab!!!!! yeah my fav ...haha..than after eat i have to go town to collect some $$$ than laopo follow me too...so we go together:P..after that we go watch movie at amk..haha..so late still watch sia..but nvm it laopo watch with me ma..than after that i sent her home !!!hmmm today can say a happy day n also a sad day cause of what happen in late nite!!!!!...hmm sorry laopo make u angry!!!!! i dont want de but i alway so stupid to make u angry!!!..hmm love u so much..dont even want to let u go!!!!!!
18june:
hmmm today only sleep 1/2 hours sia..casue yessterday sleep late cause go out ma..than go work wa...tired like hell lo..me...but lucky not busy hehe...than after work go fetch laopo from school...than we went kfc hehe..again fatty food sia..die le la me....after eating we went to watch movie hehe..i love that movie sia..so funny lo...than after movie we go eat frog again haha...again frog sia..no choice la they 2 want to eat again...!!!!! ...SO eat le sent laopo home lo...hmm today afternoon stupid me make her angry again ...hmmm y huh ..y i alway make her angry...hmm die la so stupid me lo...die better.!!!!!...but lucky laopo forgive me...so happy..than reach home suddenly heart so pain lo but this time really very pain..actually this 3 to 4 day already have le but abit only ..maybe about this 2 day thing ba..so today more pain lo...hmm sorry hor laopo ..today afternoon!!!!!!!
19june:
hmm today wake up late sia..than go work lucky sir never scold....than reach le really nth to do lo...than walk around n eat around haha...than sleep for 2hrs like that ...than after work go fetch laopo from school again ...but this time we gg to EC hehe..with my god mum too...so wwe went back to laopo house to change to nice nice hehe..laopo so pretty wor..hehe..haix ya everyday also pretty so no need to say she pretty today hehe..than we went down to city hall fetch my mum than we go eat hehe...have a nice dinner today with 2 of my important person in my life..hehe..so xin fu..after eating went down to collect my $$$ to pay for laopo school thing..hmm my big stone at lest put down le..so worry for laopo school thing this dew week lo ,...now at lest settle le..but now i really really broke le..haha.no more private saving le..haha..but nvm it worth for laop de...hehe..than take $$ le..than sent laopo home le casue it too late..hehe..haix ya y huh..stupid me make laopo angry again..omg..again sia..sad la me..this lousy bf ..alway make her sad n angry..hmm so stupid de me!!!!!but in the end laopo forgive me again le..hmm so happy but very sad also heart pain again also..cause alway make her angry ma..!!!!hmm but laopo i dont let this happen again le..sorrry wor..!!!!!!love u ..yeah tml can buy necklace le..hehe..love u!!!!!!muakcs!!!!
Monday, June 18, 2007
16 1month Anniversary !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm today is our 1st mth Anniversary hehe..so happy wor...i never celebrate with my ex be4 so she is the only one i celebrate with and also my first time la..hehe..so very blur doon what to do n donno what to plan ..haix...
hmmm this 1mmth i have done alot of thing for bao bei which i never do before for my ex last tm ...so she is really special to me ...really very special n important person in my life...almost everyday can see bao bei ....can go fetch her home or...go gai gai..together..and also tok about angel n jay too...truth toking ...when she angry or sad she can really be very very very hard to please her...very hard for me la ..cause i never need to please a girl be4...so it hard for me...but i dont mind ...to do that for her..because she is special ..to me...hmmm..although when trying to make her happy that process ...my heart sometime can be really uncomfortable..n very pain ...but it worth just for her if can make her happy...there is alot of thing i do when at nite when nobody is looking at me or what...not just i online ..the reason i online because i can really sit down n think what happen today ..or if i make bao bei angry what is the reason i make her angry ...n alot alot of thing i think is about her ...de..so i online not just online...i will alway try my best to cook for bao bei for her if i can ..it not i dont want to cook for her..but my family is alot pro de...want to do this n that is not as easy as abc..i really need time...n efffort just to let them let me cook..so i alway feel bad when bao bei ask when i gg to cook for her a propel meal again..i trying very hard every single day i will think about this n i am working it out...i hope can really cook for my laopo a prople meal again...there is alot alot of thing i cant give her..everytime when she say she very long cant shopping..i will really really feel very very sad de casue i cant give her shoppig becasue my pay is low..or when she say she want this she want that ..when i go back i will think of a thousand way to earn $$ to buy her thing although it need time ...but i am trying n thinking every single day ...and my mind never rest ..thinking ..till i can give her..there is time when i feel very bad mood cause of work or thing not gg smooth ..but i will alway try my very best to make myself happy when with her ...for laopo..becasue i know ..she happy i happy so i happy she will also happy...and if i not happy i will spolit her mood...my love for u is really deep really very deep ..i donno u belive ma..casue u alway say i dont love u...n i dont know how to really tell u i really love u...but i really want to say u r my everything ..i really love u...really ..love..n i mean it..!!!!
hmm today is our 1st mth Anniversary hehe..so happy wor...i never celebrate with my ex be4 so she is the only one i celebrate with and also my first time la..hehe..so very blur doon what to do n donno what to plan ..haix...
hmmm this 1mmth i have done alot of thing for bao bei which i never do before for my ex last tm ...so she is really special to me ...really very special n important person in my life...almost everyday can see bao bei ....can go fetch her home or...go gai gai..together..and also tok about angel n jay too...truth toking ...when she angry or sad she can really be very very very hard to please her...very hard for me la ..cause i never need to please a girl be4...so it hard for me...but i dont mind ...to do that for her..because she is special ..to me...hmmm..although when trying to make her happy that process ...my heart sometime can be really uncomfortable..n very pain ...but it worth just for her if can make her happy...there is alot of thing i do when at nite when nobody is looking at me or what...not just i online ..the reason i online because i can really sit down n think what happen today ..or if i make bao bei angry what is the reason i make her angry ...n alot alot of thing i think is about her ...de..so i online not just online...i will alway try my best to cook for bao bei for her if i can ..it not i dont want to cook for her..but my family is alot pro de...want to do this n that is not as easy as abc..i really need time...n efffort just to let them let me cook..so i alway feel bad when bao bei ask when i gg to cook for her a propel meal again..i trying very hard every single day i will think about this n i am working it out...i hope can really cook for my laopo a prople meal again...there is alot alot of thing i cant give her..everytime when she say she very long cant shopping..i will really really feel very very sad de casue i cant give her shoppig becasue my pay is low..or when she say she want this she want that ..when i go back i will think of a thousand way to earn $$ to buy her thing although it need time ...but i am trying n thinking every single day ...and my mind never rest ..thinking ..till i can give her..there is time when i feel very bad mood cause of work or thing not gg smooth ..but i will alway try my very best to make myself happy when with her ...for laopo..becasue i know ..she happy i happy so i happy she will also happy...and if i not happy i will spolit her mood...my love for u is really deep really very deep ..i donno u belive ma..casue u alway say i dont love u...n i dont know how to really tell u i really love u...but i really want to say u r my everything ..i really love u...really ..love..n i mean it..!!!!
Saturday, June 16, 2007
16june2007`
today ish our 1 month anniversary worx.. *wink* (=
so happie to have euu in my life dearie!
when we are working night shift he comes by my house every morn with or without breakfast so that the first ting ii wake up ii would be able to see him.. and to eat the ai xin zao can when they ish one.. and to have him feed miie.. sometimes when ii m tired ii would sleep on his lap or he will let miie go back in my room to sleep while he sit there with miie or in the living room alone.. so loving de worx! love him so much (=
this 1 month we are practically together at all times except for work and sleep.. euu are always by my side.. giving miie all the care and attention.. giving in to miie everytime.. ii feel so fortunate to have euu and ur love.. you would be there for miie like tat forever, you promised and ii hope euu will really keep to it..
my love for euu is growing bit by bit and ii am falling deeper and deeper into tis relationship.. but ii dun care cos ii want to be falling in cos of EUU~
everydae he send miie home.. whether im miiting him or nort.. as long as he noe nobody ish sending miie home euu would be there to send miie back.. rain or shine.. late or early.. ii appreciate that my dear (=
although my exs all treat miie very good.. but ii noe its all in the past ler.. ii will try nort to bring them up lerx.. ying wei wo zhi dao aii qing bu neng zuo bi jiao (=
today morn dearie come my house den ii still sleeping den he wait for miie in the living rm for around 1.5 hrs or so.. he also fall aslp norx.. so tired.. silly boy tell euu dun come den euu sae must de.. =P
den we took mrt to work together.. ii send him pass his station den ii go backward to my stop since ii still early too.. den during my breaktime.. ii go out to taka in the rain to get him someting for our anniversary.. the rain so big norx.. and ii was all wet.. but for dear dear is zhi de one.. somemore when see him so happie when receive it and all.. =x brought him a photoframe quite cute lar ii tink den gort our photo together de.. and also a pair or hp accesories from precious tots.. yupp =) nort much time to chose too.. last week go see alot days but cant get anyting den
now like more last min and worse lar the gift.. but its the tot tat counts rite.. =P
and ii was like from dry to wet and wet to dry in taka and dry to wet again to rossette.. cos walk and it was like damn far norx.. but no choice arhx.. for my love love arhx =P
aii sii nii lerx.. going to celeb abit tml and one of the days next week.. (= looking forward =P loves~
so happie to have euu in my life dearie!
when we are working night shift he comes by my house every morn with or without breakfast so that the first ting ii wake up ii would be able to see him.. and to eat the ai xin zao can when they ish one.. and to have him feed miie.. sometimes when ii m tired ii would sleep on his lap or he will let miie go back in my room to sleep while he sit there with miie or in the living room alone.. so loving de worx! love him so much (=
this 1 month we are practically together at all times except for work and sleep.. euu are always by my side.. giving miie all the care and attention.. giving in to miie everytime.. ii feel so fortunate to have euu and ur love.. you would be there for miie like tat forever, you promised and ii hope euu will really keep to it..
my love for euu is growing bit by bit and ii am falling deeper and deeper into tis relationship.. but ii dun care cos ii want to be falling in cos of EUU~
everydae he send miie home.. whether im miiting him or nort.. as long as he noe nobody ish sending miie home euu would be there to send miie back.. rain or shine.. late or early.. ii appreciate that my dear (=
although my exs all treat miie very good.. but ii noe its all in the past ler.. ii will try nort to bring them up lerx.. ying wei wo zhi dao aii qing bu neng zuo bi jiao (=
today morn dearie come my house den ii still sleeping den he wait for miie in the living rm for around 1.5 hrs or so.. he also fall aslp norx.. so tired.. silly boy tell euu dun come den euu sae must de.. =P
den we took mrt to work together.. ii send him pass his station den ii go backward to my stop since ii still early too.. den during my breaktime.. ii go out to taka in the rain to get him someting for our anniversary.. the rain so big norx.. and ii was all wet.. but for dear dear is zhi de one.. somemore when see him so happie when receive it and all.. =x brought him a photoframe quite cute lar ii tink den gort our photo together de.. and also a pair or hp accesories from precious tots.. yupp =) nort much time to chose too.. last week go see alot days but cant get anyting den
now like more last min and worse lar the gift.. but its the tot tat counts rite.. =P
and ii was like from dry to wet and wet to dry in taka and dry to wet again to rossette.. cos walk and it was like damn far norx.. but no choice arhx.. for my love love arhx =P
aii sii nii lerx.. going to celeb abit tml and one of the days next week.. (= looking forward =P loves~
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