Thursday, July 26, 2007

26july07`

today was like ii so kan chiong norx.. cos ii wanna upload a video online for the jay chou tingy to see him in person de norx.. den was like today last day to do it le.. den ii no computer to do tat.. as in this cant cos its nebo de den dun haf the usb ting for us to use.. so iim like so helpless lidat.. trying all the frens lidat.. haix.. =x

den ask dearie join as member marhx.. cos can get the preview tickets to be able to see with jay chou.. ii was like so despo lar.. ii wanna see him so badly.. since the last time he come advertise for the initial d movie.. haven see him till now... =(

den dearie dunwan lar.. cos the price increased le.. den he dowan norx.. ii damn sad can.. ANYONE TAT WANNA JOIN AS NEBO MEMBER PLS INFORM MIIE DEN II CAN GET THE PREVIEW TICKETS TO WATCH WITH HIM AND CAN SEE HIM!! thanks so much (=

okay okay enuff of tis.. morn ii wake up by the alarm norx.. dearie put alarm den everytime the alarm cant wake him de norx. cos we wanna go swim de marhx.. den the alarm he off den continue sleep.. aiyo so ii continue sleep too norx.. cos ii also tired marhx.. =PP

den we wake at 10 lidat.. den lucky ytd nite pack le.. =pP den check out le jiu go there the place eat breakfast while waiting for the bus to come norx.. cos not enuff cash den must use over 10 den can use nets norx.. den like one meal spend 11 lidat.. haix.. okay den after tat jiu take bus den mrt come amk norx..

went the fair price xtra there buy some house tings like towels, shampoo stuffs and hangers etc norx.. and a luggage bag.. so dearie dunid carry so heavy can drag marhx.. =PP hmm den we dun buy so much lar.. cos see wad the house haf first norx.. den see tml den buy the rest norx.. cos now heavy also marhx..

den we went nebo.. see the staffs again norx.. den tell them we got a house etc le norx.. den we use com for awhile den jiu slack awhile.. cos we moving in at nite.. continue again the rest~
7july:

today is the day we have to really move out le...so early morning i go pack my bag..have 1 set of cloth only cause still have to put laopo cloth ma..so cant bring more..so pack finish le..take my last look at my home than i go le...cause i have a feeling after i go ...sure is very long de...than will be back..so i really go le..go laopo house ..than reach her house than she pack her cloth inside my bag ...than it like wa...so big sia my bag...than i see her so heavy also so help her also lo..so it like infront 1 bag behind 1 bag..haha...than after that we go nebo sit down hehe..tok tok...than suddenly decide to go blade...so ask my friend along lo..so we meet him at east coast park lo..haha..than reach there my friend really doon how to blade lo...lucky i know a litter litter..so still can blade abit than i keep slow down to acc my friend lo..if not he like very ke lian ma...so we blade till one restarant where our friend is there ...than we chat with hin for awhile lo...than after that we than blade back le..than lao po is so fast lo..alway cant see her de...than we so tired le..than faster return than go find hotel stay lo...than actually want to go sing de..but when we went back is like raelly no mood to go out lo...than i n my friend in the end go out buy dinner come back haha...so we eat n watch tv..after that my friend slack aawhile than he go home le...than i n laopo watch tv while than she sleep fist ...after that i also sleep le..

25july07`

wake up le we jiu like damn hungry lar.. dearie at least still got eat like 3 maggie mee when ii slp.. den still eat 2 meals at mac there ytd.. den ii never.. so was like very hungry lar.. budden tink of the distance to mrt sian lo.. plus not like downtown, got nth much to eat and all.. sian sia..

den slack slack ard den jiu go wait for bus go norx.. wanna go tampines mall norx.. go walk walk and see movie.. den suddenly we tot of seoul garden den plus we quite hungry so decided on seoul norx.. hehe.. den we go there like still so early lar.. so we ate abit at delifrance first norx.. =PP haha.

den after tat we went metro there walk walk abit.. cos closing down sales ma.. very cheap norx alot tings.. ii brought some bras and surfers paradise the slippers there.. den brought 2 polo tees at giordano..

den we jiu go seoul eat norx.. ate for like 3 hours ii tink.. ate alot norx.. hehe.. den ii make ice kachang for dearie.. make those he like the stuffs inside only norx.. den was like so plain lar.. but no choice he arhx.. hehe.. den dearie as usual tink not sweet enuff cos.. he eat like siao lar the sweetness.. den he ownself go add.. till like black colour nor(brown sugar).. like those euu noe jelly kind.. black one nor!! aiyo.. dearie arhx.. cant lidat zhi dao ma?? must eat healthier.. =x

den ii keep wanna scoop ice cream for dearie also.. cos ii like to scoop marhx.. den he full full so ii only use the small scoop take a few nor.. =pP

after eating we go walk walk around again.. dearie brought a jacket.. den was like so happie can.. cos he sae he neber buy jacket before only got ppl give him de.. =PP den he wear and buy already like keep smiling lidat norx.. see also happie (= hehes!!

hmm den after all tat was like stil so early lidat.. til our show at 7.. den abit sian lar.. cos nth to do now.. den got the feeling like waste our money for the chalet when we only sleep there.. hmm den was like wan or dun wan watch cos we brought the tickets le.. den we decided to watch norx..

we watch invisible target at century square the theatrette. neber watch there before norx. hehe.. hmm the show nice nice worx.. hehe.. quite touching.. =pP after watching was like just the bus leave nt long den was like haix.. how to go back neh? den ii wanna take bus but niid walk abit more lar.. den dearie arhx lazy wanna take cab.. so walk till halfway take cab norx.. notti dearie.. =P

reach chalet was like watch tv awhile jiu go slp le norx.. tis time ish dearie lie down wanna slp lidat first norx.. den he dun wan watch his tv sia.. wanna slp.. hehe miracle lidat lar.. =PP hmm den we jiu slp till next day le..

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

24july07`

today morning we went mac to have breakfast.. dearie ordered one breakfast set.. den ii steal a bite or 2 lidat.. cos was so hungry lar.. but ii feel like eating mc spicy so wait for lunch norx.. like 45min more only marhx..

den we order one set of lunch each norx.. hehe da wei wang.. =PP ate le den we jiu wanna go down to pasir ris the chalet norx.. before its full.. hmm den dearie lazy carry so heavy walk there so we took cab over norx.. 2+ only norx.. so its like walkable distance.. but nvm lar.. dearie tired also marhx.. =PP love him~

den we wanna get the single storey de.. budden full liao so we get the double storey de norx.. more ex lar.. 99 per nite.. lucky ii member norx.. if not more ex sia.. hmmm den after tat go chalet there awhile jiu wanna sleep le lar miie.. was so tired can.. =x hmm den ii yi slp jiu slp till next morn le norx.. hahax. dearie slp like 2 hours later den miie..

hmm the chalet was like so small and old old lidat de lar.. ii prefer the downtown ones.. =Pp hmm den plus dearie lar... bad bad de norx.. say those ghostly tings.. remind miie of the scary movies we watched this few days.. ppl never tink de he make miie tink.. den thoughout the stay abit scare lar.. cos really the place old old de lar.. eerie can.. =(

23july07`

we supposed to go stay chalet de norx.. budden was like full loh.. before we go was still available when we check at axs de.. but when reach there was like full.. so was like sadded lar.. plus pasir ris de also full lohx.. den no choice lar.. no place stay again..

den we went to eat at downtown there the eating place.. ate alot tings can.. alot ppl looking lar.. tink cos of the chilli crab bahx.. cos alot ppl like ask us where we brought it de.. ate that satay tom yam soup with rice.. dearie ate with fried s'food rice.. omg can the amount we ate.. den after eating we go calling to find rooms for rent norx.. yupp.. den got a few okay ones still tinking.. den after tat scare not enuff so ii suggest go lan shop or wad norx..

so we spend like 4 hours at the lan shop.. 2 computer den was like damn ex lar.. we spend like 28 altogether sia.. =x haha like the chalet stay add tgt le norx.. our eating plus com.. =x we played till 2+3 lidat.. den we went to find a place to sit down norx.. den lie down at table bu zhi bu jue jiu sleep le norx.. so damn tired can.. =x

Sunday, July 22, 2007

22july07`

morning wake up jiu go toa payoh with dearie norx.. he went home to take some clothes norx.. we took 88 from amk here norx.. den he reach home ii continue to take till interchange norx.. den wait for him there.. den when he come le we jiu go food court there sit sit.. den after tat we order alot food eat lar.. was very hungry marhx.. den eat till very full norx.. =PP

den we went mac.. cos ii wanna eat ice cream =P hehe was like dunoe why suddenly like to eat ice cream cone lidat lar.. everyday will eat at least one lar.. hehe.. but lucky this time like one is cheap de lar.. hehe.. =PP

hmm den after tat we jiu go amk there charge hp den we went kbox sing norx.. since today kbox cheap marhx.. den ii also wanna record the video singing jay chou song de.. for the chance to see him in person.. haix.. my singing not good marhx.. dunoe can marhx. was praying very very hard larx.. pls pls pls!! want it so badly lar..

we sang for 7+ till around 1+ cos too cold norx.. wanna go the new kbox there can adjust de.. budden go this cos tink here not so much ppl can sing till closing norx.. =PP

after tat mac again~
6july:

today ....went laopo house to fetch her again than...she keep drag n drag sia..tha late le lo...than i ask her dont go lo...since she also abit not feeling well...so we rest awhile in home first...than we go amk there to meet her cousin...casue they want to psycho her not to quit...so we go lo..but we late...hehe..so we meet in nebo lo...cause there is the best place to sit down n tok ma..so actaully is meet her 2 cousin de but last min one of them have something to do so left one cousin to psycho her...but we in the end never tok about this we play game haha..smart right...so that her cousin can 4get all about it ..than play til sian le...we go e zone n play haha..spend 20 dollrs lo...but play till very fast than finish le..haha...than after play finish we than go walk walk lo...than walk halfway we saw her other cousin when he have just finish his stuff...so when 2 of them is together..wa..is like nver tok finish de lo...non stop whatever thing we say they sure got word to talk back de...so we tok for very long ...long till her cousin is late for work...so when her cousin really very late le have to go than we sent her to mrt lo...than after that her other cousin also have to go le...so we than go eat dinner lo..eat frog again haha..than eat finish le than go k box to sing hehe...than when we sing finish and on the way home we than know her cousin tell his mum about our thing la...than it like shit lo..than is like we next morning have to move out le lo..no choice..

21july07`

today we got supposed to go hotel stay lar.. cos we both was like tired till like dunoe wat le.. den really is in need of sleep alot alot alot loh.. =( budden was like all full so damn sian lar..

hehe lazy type le norx.. sian feel so damn no life. like waiting for death lidat.. =( hmm hope these days pass soon bah.. haix.. ii miss my darlings. ii miss my nephews and nieces. ii miss my cousins. ii miss my bed. ii miss my bear bears. ii miss my laptop. ii miss!!

haix.. hate tis life now can.. =(

hmm den we decide to watch movie the nite instead den norx.. so we brought 2 shows the tickets today.. watch 'disturbia' at 1110pm followed by 'knocked up' at 2am.. haha like movie marathon lidat lar.. =PP

disturbia was like so scary also lar.. alot those make euu jump scene also can.. =x not bad the show but was 1hr plus only lar.. so was shorter den expected larx.. so in between got like around 45mins+ norx..

hmm den watch knocked up.. the show normal normal only lar ii would say.. but cant judge my opinion COS ii sleep halfway.. =x was too tired already lar.. some more the cushion at there so nice and so comfy.. hehe.. =P

after the movies was like 4am le norx.. went mac sit sit awhile jiu morning le norx.. iim so so so tired can.. =x
5july:

today...actually wake up..go laopo house again to fetch her...but today she drag n drag till never go sia...lazy..haha..so we stay in home for a while using com...than suddenly think of gg to movie..so we went to amk again lo...went to but ticket le...than went in our nebo..haha..again!!...went in for some drink n also board game ..hehe..than when movie time reach le than went for our movie lo...hmm i love that movie sia..so nice..than after movie we no where to go again than we go back to nebo again lo..than laopo very sad sia ..than cry ..cause her friend la keep rush her to take back $$ scare she cheat like that..than she borrow from her friend first lo transfer them first if not hor..keep msg her..like what like that..hmm than she ok le i sent her home lo

19,20july07`

19:
normal routine again ii guess.. haha abit forget cos too long neber rite liao lerx.. =P hmmm tink was the same bah.. morn we went breakfast den after tat jiu go nebo.. tink we played com for quite some time den after tat we jiu go for dinner and den mac again bahx.. =(

saw on the com at cathay today lar.. buy advance tickets can redeem the see jaychou in person and the single theme song of the movie tat is not selling de norx.. OMG can!! ii was like so SO SO SO SO SO SO SO want it so much lar.. budden no money lar.. haix.. den cant.. so damn damn damn sad ii am.. ='(

haix.. but nebo also got the for member de.. send in video of ownself singing jay's song can get to see him in person too de lar.. tink ii going to try tat one ler norx.. for jay haf to lar!! =PP pray hard can norx..!! den the cd tink can lar.. cos 1 aug marh.. tat one must haf lar.. dun care!!

20:
morn was somehow the same.. went ate breakfast at YES.. dunoe wad the name was tat.. the breakfast was normal.. den the varieties they sell for lunch dinner etc was like dun tink they can sell much lo. the restaurant was like so empty alot of the time norx..

den we went nebo.. den watch movie in their in house theatrette.. den we jiu go buy some tibits for the movie later.. hmm we watching midnite show.. watched 'alone'. wah.. was scary can.. =x i was like keep hiding at dearie's shoulder loh.. =x den he also sae scary.. hehe.. den some parts really can make euu jump de norx.. =P

today first day showing norx.. preview.. long long time say wanna watch le.. so here we are.. =PP after watching~ mac again~ and euu noe wad de lar....

17,18july07`

17:
spend the day at nebo. slack alot.. watch movie at their in house theatrette.. den too sleepy till fall asleep there larx.. =X hmmm den at nite we went miit his fren norx.. pass him money norx.. den after tat we jiu go vivo there sit and talk talk norx..

den we sleep there lo.. haix. really poor souls can.. =x hmm was cold and the floor was so damn hard can.. haix.. =x didnt sleep much also keep waking up loh.. den when ii wake dearie still sleeping like usual.. haha always wanna sleep after ii slp den when ii wake he still sleeping and dun wanna wake up..

so ii just like walk around den cut my nails.. haha help him cut when he sleeping too lar.. hehe. and he wake up also dunoe loh.. piggy!

18:
today was like almost the same as yesterday larx.. went eat breakfast at food court in the morning. den after tat went buy tickets for the show vacancy.. den went nebo again to slack around and all.. den after tat jiu go watch the show le norx.. was not bad lar.. quite kan chiong lidat lar.. =P hehe..

after the movies den we eat den walk walk around at amk hub norx.. after tat jiu go back mac sit and talk den after tat jiu slp lying down nor.. =( hate tis man!!

Monday, July 16, 2007

16july07`

today morn we wake up by her calls.. den dearie still like slping till dunoe lar.. so ii wake him up.. hmm den tat we jiu go out when she go out for work norx.. haix.. like so sian.. dunoe tonite how le norx.. no house sia.. haix!

hmm den after tat we went amk the hawker there eat.. den went nebo drink and use computer nor.. haix.. still tinking tonite how norx~ HAIX!

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hmm we went mac norx.. den see nEbO the group of staffs we noe de.. haha den chat with them lar.. like they counsellor =PP haha got one family and one school counsellor lar.. =PP hmm den they really quite good lar.. dun really noe them really well de marhx.. den they stayed and chat with us 2hrs+ till 2+ den take cab home norx.. (=

nice of them (= thanks for everyting ya ..
and we slp at mac =x like so poor souls lar.. =(

15july07`

morn wake up den slack awhile also cos today she no work den leave house later den usual norx.. hmm den after tat they cook some indonesian food for breakfast.. den after tat dearie cook maggie mee give miie eat and ii make bread with choc for dearie eat.. =PP

after tat we went nebo straight norx.. went there talk talk and den at nite go home again.. they said will be home 12 la.. so we went up first again.. =x den after tat they called sae nt coming home le norx.. she overnight her bf house den tml morn den come home norx..

hmm den also tml we cant stay there le nor.. cos her housemates like dun like a guy staying there.. like abit not convenient lar.. so we wu jia ke gui again can.. haix..

Sunday, July 15, 2007

14july07`

wake up den slack around the house norx.. since her bf at home den we dunid to leave so early.. after tat we went clementi for lunch.. ate alot can.. =x dearie arhx.. always order so much den end up cant finish all de lo den eat till so xin ku..

hmm den after tat jiu take train down nebo our usual chill out place.. (= at there slack norx.. haha like so damn no life can.. everyday do same ting lidat.. hmm after tat at nite jiu buy lemon bread and choc jam.. =PP dearie make honey lemon for miie lar.. happie.. (=

den the fren and her bf go out eat supper so will be home late la.. so we went up knock door her housemates open door for us first.. hmm den watch some movies.. after tat ii tired so sleep first norx.. den dearie continue watch till he also fall asleep.. they like 3am den come home nor heard from them the next morn.. =PP

13july07`

wake up le den after eating breakfast at home.. dearie accompany miie go school.. haix.. to quit officially norx.. sad sia.. think of that.. cos ii actually wanna get my cert very badly de.. budden tings happen.. =x

on the way there.. was like still thinking lo.. must tings really end up like this? can ii tolerate another 9 months? if i continue wad will happen to miie? will ii be able to tolerate? or still the same? den ii stop myself from tinking anymore.. cos ii noe tings arent going to change and ii will be back to the crying everyday and sad.. ii dun wan tat miie.. ii cant take it.. i have feelings too de lo..

den when reach school feel so sad can.. haix.. den i ask dearie company miie go up.. haix dunoe wad to sae when they ask the reason lar.. cos ii dun wanna tell ppl.. haix.. tis is miie la.. everyting also keep it to myself de lo.. =x den when they ask ii jus told them no more interest in the course lo.. haix.. although its damn NOT true can.. =(

after tat den jiu go coffee bean at westmall sit down nor.. den my darling call miie lo.. ii told her ii just quit officially.. she was like damn sad lo.. haix.. ii also sad lo.. den cant see them in school also liao le norx. she reminded miie something la.. ii quitted on fri the 13th lar.. den she sae i chose day isit.. hmm, den she said she will always support miie and be there for miie.. so touched can.. love her (=

den we went eat at the food court there norx.. nv eat much also.. no wei kou though im hungry lar.. den after tat jiu go nebo sit down with dearie norx.. after tat at nite le jiu go queenstown le norx..

Saturday, July 14, 2007

4july:

hmmm...today wake up early go laopo house again to fetch her...than she cant wake up ..sleep till late late lo...than never go for her first 2 lesson ....than at last she wake up le...than actually dont want to go de...but need to pass book to her darling so go lo...than sent her to school le..than i go walk walk with aqial bf ...hehe..same thing away...than we walk till sian le..than go under block there i than sleep there..haha..tired sia.. than at last laopo school end le...than we go fetch them again ....than when we walk till half laopo suddenly feel so sad..hmm casue of the school thing lo..make her so stress..haix yo..sad sia for her...wish she could end all this early..than i dont know what to do..lo..only can try to calm her down ...after than she ok le..than i finally..feel so relax sia...than after that we went west mall to walk walk..cause very sian ma...than walk till nth to walk le...than think of gg to nebo again lo...haha..our fav hang out place..so we go there lo..but today went there decide to sign up as member ...hehe..but is laopo sign up ..hehe...cause i no wallet than sign le card also no where to put so she sign lo..soomemore i alway with her...so no different who sign also..haha..after that nite le..than sent laopo home lo!!

12july07`

today dear wake up still super tired norx.. den slp and slp.. hahax. hmm after go out today we went nebo norx.. watch movie in there.. but all ii watch before de leh.. but nvm nor just watch it again la.. =PP hehe

den after tat dearie fren come by eat with us norx.. den after we leave den ii wan dearie buy maggie mee cook for miie later.. =PP yupps.. den go home le dearie jiu cook for miie norx.. haha everytime sae dun wanna eat den end up also will eat de lar..=PPP

love euu (=
3july:

hmm..today early wake up also...than go laopo house there to fetch her ...than we go amk mac to eat ...hehe...than finish le we than take mrt go school lo...with those 2 also...than sent laopo to school..than me n that guy go west mall walk walk again..haha ..sian sia we 2 again go drink coffee lo haha..casue only can do this ma..haha..than laopo break again ..than we go fetch lo...than eat with laopo...than sent her back to school haha...everyday jsut repet the same thing lo..haha...after laopo off school le we go fetch them lo..than they told us their problem in school wa..it big problem lo somemore is a pro laopo very scare de but we never tok much about it la...than we go starbucks with laopo friend lo..casue they say there very nice ma...can relax relax...so we go there lo ...hmmm reach there le...than we all tok about this topic again ...than laopo cannot ta han le...than she cry lo cry for very long....hmm so poor thing her..hmmm but after awhile than she ok le..so we go eat pasta lo...after that late le than sent her back home..
2july:

hmmm...today at last quit school le...hmmm..think for many days ...at last decide to really quit le...think will sure miss that place de lo...but sure not the stupid old old sir there...so never sleep ..cause early morning need to go fetch laopo to school ma than if i sleep than sure cant wake up de lo...so use com till morning than go laopo house wait for her lo...than meet her le we than go eat breakfast lo...eat wanton mee..hehe...but very rush casue late le...so faster eat than go school le...than reach there saw laopo friend bf..haha...so shiok cause at last got someone to acc wait for laopo ma ahah...if not will sure bored de lo...but even her bf never come i also not bored casue i will go swimming haha..but her bf here so i never go swim hehe...i sent laopo go schoool le than i go west mall with that guy ...go there to drink some coffee..and men talk..haha...than when laopo break tm reach le we than go back lo to fetch our laopo haha...each person fetch one person so funny lo...than we go west mall eat again..than sent laopo back again lo to school..wa...really whole day in there lo..luckly got ppl to acc me...than when school finish le...my friend ask me to drink tea...chat chat..haha long tm never meet ma..so i ok lo..so bring my laopo go also...hehe..so we all go nebo lo...haha..our fav hang out place lo...so stay there for sometime than suddenly laopo want to watch movie so we all go watch lo...hehe watch late show lucky still got bus go home lo..heng..haha..so sent laopo to one bus stop than i get down to take my bus home lo..if not no bus le..hehe..love her so much!! so die sie also must sent!!

11july07`

today wake up first ting jiu see dearie ler.. hmm den ii flu and cough mar.. sneeze
a little dearie jiu wake up le norx.. den take tissue pass miie.. =P ii feel so xin fu tat moment norx.. (= hehe..

den after tat ii wake le den dearie continue slp awhile more norx.. he ah must be tired norx lidat.. hmm den after tat bath le den jiu must leave with her le.. cos she going work le norx.. den we went suntec city.. walk walk abit and eat at the food court.. den we go watch movie norx.. since she gave us the movie vouchers.. haha.. we watched harry potter.. nice nice wor the show.. yupp. so happie =P

after watching is around 11+ le norx.. so we took train go back her place le norx.. den dearie so tired today norx.. =x

Thursday, July 12, 2007

10july07`

today after checkout we went the food court there norx.. ii ate the breakfast norx.. toast with egg.. wah.. ii still sneezing nor.. tink ish really sick le norx.. =( haix. den got sore throat also.. den starting to have fever le norx.. cos ii noe myself de marhx.. everytime also lidat de.. sore throat flu den will fever and headache de.. T.T

den after tat we going to no money le lar.. cant lidat stay ler.. so dearie jiu find his fren see whose house got extra room stay.. den his best fren the gal house norx.. at her room stay.. so we went down find her at orchard norx.. cos she doing her attachment there marhx.. hmm den tis mth she working split shift norx.. so got 3 hrs break in between den we go down there mit her norx.. so she ask wad happen den we tald her lidat norx..

yupp.. den nid to wait her till she ends work at 11pm.. so we went to toapayoh long john eat and sit talk and wait her norx.. wah got fever le norx.. sorethroat also got worse le.. sobsob.. feeling so jialat.. =( haix.. hate to be sick norx.

den about 10 lidat we take bus back there norx. den she finish work le jiu take cab to her house le norx.. hmm den at her place watch show awhile den bath jiu slp le norx.. slp with her starting ii feel weird lar.. cos ii jiu noe her today only marh den going slp with her on the same bed. den plus ii sick marhx.. scare will spread it to her also.. den ii wanted to slp with dearie on the floor de.. but dear dun let.. say ii sick must slp properly on the bed and den dearie whole nite got sofa the cushion ting slp dun wan den come slp on the floor beside miie.. so can take care of miie if ii niid any help.. love him so much (= muacks!

8,9july07`

8:
today wake up at like 11+ norx.. =P den after tat jiu pack the stuffs cos niid to check out ler.. den we went library sit down rest norx.. den after tat jiu go eat and den go find hotel stay again.. haix yo.. damn waste money can.. =x hmm den after tat jiu watch tv and eat nor.. and slp.. =x so sian rite nothing do the whole day.. sleep alot and watch tv alot.. but its okays.. cos ii got darling with miie (=
love him lots.(=

9:
today wake up around 10+.. den lie on bed til 11 lidat den pack and all den we decided go chalet stay norx.. cos ii got member marhx.. 69 only.. den we jiu head down to downtown there the chalet norx. yupp.. wanted to go wild wild wet de norx.. budden dearie was like neber bring clothes to change so neber go norx.. =( nvm, next time den we go.. aug den exp rite.. =P

hmm so we walk walk norx.. and den at there walk tv again.. hahax.. now was like tv siao ler norx.. everyting also can watch ler norx.. (= haha. at nite actually wanna eat steamboat de lar.. cos tat time we came here the chalet also wanna eat den never eat lo.. so tinking of come here wanna eat norx.. budden dun wanna waste money lar.. so never eat norx.. den takeaway kfc go back eat... cos dearie chao zhe wanna watch tv and eat together norx.. =PP

after tat we jiu like daily routine lidat le norx..watch tv and den slp.. =x
at nite ii so xin ku norx.. keep sneezing norx.. =( tot is the blanket ba.. too hui cheng or wat bah.. den the whole nite so xin ku sia..

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

30june:

hmm..morning go laopo house ..than wait for her to change than we go amk there to walk walk also to eat la...after that went back her house again cause she want to change into pant ma..haha..than when done than acc her go her cousin house lo..cause she dont want to rent blade ma...so no choice lo..go borrow from her cousin haha... than when ok le before we go take bus we go cheers first to buy thing haha...buy food n mag..also hehe...my fav..cause bus very long than reach ma than we need something to eat n read also lo..hehe..than buy alot lo...than when inside bus we eat till tired le than laopo sleep first ...than of course i sleep also la..cause i never sleep leh ...so we over sleep lo..than sian sia cause have to walk all the way back la...than it very long lo...but at last we reach la...than at last reach la...than almost gg to reach the place we want to meet them ..than laopo want to try out the blade fist lo...haha..than ok lo...than i hold her all the way from the palce we start to where we meet them..than it like long lo..haha..cause slow ma..than reach le than i also go rent my balde lo..haha..guess what when i just start to blade i fall down lo...haha...than they ask me to pratice first so i learn around there fist lo...than i ask them to go play fist ....so i learn alone hehe..yeah..at last i can blade abit abit le...so when they come back we play awhile lo..than tired le..we blade to a place where we can change than suddenly laopo fall down..haix yo so bu xiao xin...nvm...dear..muacks muacks..hmm so change le i go return my blade also lo..after that we go mac eat..haha..eat till so full lo...waste all the balding just now..haha...after that laopo feel like watching movie so we go amk hub there n watch haha..midnite the somemore lo..so while waiting for movei to start we go nebo haha..our fav hangout place lo..!!hehe

7july07`

today dearie morn come my house find miie norx.. den pack some clothing jiu go ler
norx.. cos cant bring too much tings one go also.. plus no house yet den have to bring all the tings walk wherever we go lar.. den dearie dun lemme carry so he carry all norx.. look like going war lidat.. front one bag back one bag and hand carry plastic bag.. =PP LoLs.

hmm den we went nEbO first norx.. go drink and sit down talk norx.. den after tat jiu miit his fren go east coast rollerblade.. =PP hahax.. so happie nor.. ii noe how to blade ler.. only the brake part not very good yet.. =PP haha now can blade fast fast and can blade abit up slope and the not flat ground and can speed a bit ler.. =PP hmm happie norx.. but ii still dun dare go steps.. is not cant bah ii tink ish cos scare.. haha the first and only time ii fall so far while blading is tat time go down one step marhx.. =P

hmm den blade with them.. i blade fast fast den turn back find time everytime.. haha.. =PP fun fun and sweat alot norx.. =P yupps.. hmm den after tat jiu go hotel stay for today nor.. go there bath first.. supposed to go k with him and his fren de.. but by den very dun feel like going out marhx.. so never go ler norx.. den watch tv.. hahax.. den the 2 of them go out buy dinner for all of us eat.. =P yupps.. den ii slack there wait norx.. den after eat le slack awhile more his fren jiu leave ler norx.. den miie and dearie jiu continue watch tv den i slp first den dearie watch awhile more den slp.. =P

6july07`

today supposed to go school company aqila de lar.. but den was abit not feeling well and ii still dread going school den dearie ask miie dun go norx.. so rest awhile at home..

den after tat jiu miit my cousins at amk norx.. supposed to mit them at 2 de lar.. den ii late norx.. reach around 230 =x den dearie come with miie nor.. hmm they psychoing miie dun quit school go back school etc again norx.. den tell miie not worth it to quit now all tat.. ii understand tat too arhx.. but tis is not wad ii want too.. =(

den miit them le jiu go nEbO sit down nor.. one of my cousin miiting his fren so left miie dearie and one of my cousin nor.. hahax. den after distracting her from the topic we played some boardgames at nEbO den after tat jiu go arcade play norx.. spend like $20 tgt.. awhile jiu finish le norx.. play like siao lidat we all.. so high lar.. =PP

hmm den when play finish go walk walk awhile norx.. cos later she got work den she about time to leave also marh.. den walk halfway see my the other cousin he just finish miting his fren norx.. den they continue psycho miie dun quit again norx.. very long norx.. den she also late for work le.. supposed to leave the time she drag one hour more norx.. cos worrie for miie.. haix.. so hapiie and touched to haf a cousin like her norx.. always here for miie.. =P i love you too!!

after she leave den my the other cousin also leave le norx.. den miie and dearie jiu go eat froggie again... =P yupp.. den after tat jiu go kbox. =P sing sing (= yupps.. den after tat realised tat one of the cousin go tell his mummy.. wah he arhx.. shud noe wad is can sae and wad cant de marhx.. damn sian larx.. the mum noe ler cfm will tell my mum de loh.. den cant move out after rented a room like planned lo.. so next morn niid leave house liao le norx.. haven take finish all the tings ii wanna take la.. only take some out only.. sian sia.. =(

Thursday, July 5, 2007

5july07`

today actually wan go school de.. but i wake up le keep dreading and so i drag and drag.. cos wanna go take the books money from my darling to pass to the class.. but drag and drag till she go home le den ii neber go norx.

den damn pek chek lar.. they tink wad? ii gonna run away with their tat little bit of money meh? keep calling to ask me pay immed.. wad wanna come my hse take if by tml never give them.. wtf la.. helping them sell the books got a thanks ma.. still wanna lidat..

spoil my mood the whole day.. cried alone in the room cos dun wanna gif dearie worry for me. ya as if thats going to help.. den act as if nth happen go out with dearie.. went nebo den go watch my wife is a gangster 3.. after tat go nebo again norx.. our chill out place lidat..

den after tat ii read my fren sms lar.. rushing me pay again.. den i bth le lo cry in front of dearie.. haix. den i borrow frm my fren transfer them first.. den tml den i take back frm my darling in school..

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

4july07`

today got no mood for class. cos i noe the same ting is going to happen.. so i skip the first 2 lesson and jus went for the last.. cos i need get the books for my darling so i need to go..

aqila told me wad happen in the morn.. exactly like wad i expected. thank god i didnt go. haix. ii cant take it.. i hated to be so isolated to be so alone to be so.. haix.. )=

ii cant take tis kinda life.. at home at school all lidat.. ii need to break free.. im suffocating. why is this happening to me? im now trying to hold on as long as ii can.. and to learn as much as ii can in class..

after school when ii am alone with dearie ii cried again.. ii dunoe why too.. ii jus feel so stress.. ii just feel so tired.. tired acting strong tired acting nothing has happen.. releasing it.. releasing the hurt the pain ii felt..

after dearie calm miie down and comfort miie, i felt better abit den we went to west mall walk around.. saw my darlings they all.. felt abit better.. den after tat me and dearie went amk hub the nebo again.. sign up as member today le and the tapz nebo member too..

after tat dearie jiu send miie home le .

4july07`

haix.. still tinking whether ii shud quit school.. =( ii wanted to complete my course and get my diploma in this course de.. it has always been my goal.. and after tat to get my degree in this too.. shud ii just cos of tis quit and let everyting goes down the drain? ii really dunoe.. wad shud ii do?

after studying for 1 yr plus.. spending so much ler.. and only 9 mths left just quit lidat? worth it marhx? ii feel so stress up now.. but if ii dun quit ii dunoe how should ii continue.. feeling so emotionally drained everyday.. crying alone in the dark? tinking why is this happening to miie..

some ppl might tink tat ii quit jus cos for fun or cos he quit and ii quitted with him but its not tat simple.. i wished it is too..

life is never fair to miie.. taking away my dad when im only 4 mths old.. leaving miie with my mum which ii never had a good relationship with.. always scolding or nagging non stop at home.. wadever ii do would be wrong.. since young wadever problems ii have ii just hide inside my heart.. cos ii dunoe who ii can speak to.. not my mum for sure.. cos she will never understand me and ii dun tink she ever will.. wadever problems ii faced, ii only noe how to cry silently myself.. trying to solve them or leaving them unsolve lidat.. ii turned into a quiet person.. not able to open up to make fren.. thus also having very little true frens.. ii will never start approaching ppl and interact with them.. until they start being close to me and all..

i really cant breathe sometimes.. tis kinda stress go school lidat go home lidat again.. ii cant take it! from young, i envy all my classmates tat have a wonderful family and having parents tat treat them so well or understand them so well.. why ii cant have tat? and ii have to be financially independent since im sec 3.. no allowance and ii have to pay all my hp bills internet bills transportation etc by myself..

in fact ii hated to be alone.. ii wanted to make fren like others.. but ii jus cant speak out.. tis is wad ii am.. whenever ppl are nice to miie.. ii get touched so easily.. cos ii appreciate it and ii needed tat little love and concern.. sometimes ii got into relationship so fast also cos of this reason.. ii got touched so easily..

why am ii born into tis world? to face all tis?

ii appear to be bright and cheerful to everyone.. nobody noes tat deep inside how i am feeling and wad im facing.. im not tat carefree and strong and nt caring as i appear.. im not! in fact im so weak..

2,3july07`

2:
once again back to school.. nt feeling so good.. haix cos ii noe wad ii would be expecting.. hmm today was fine.. nothing much happen.. at least im not alone.. and no ps scene today.. haix.. hope everyting will go smoothly..

dear dear today also decided to quit his course.. ask him to tink properly many times ler.. but he sae tat this is his choice and he wont regret.. okay den.. hmm den dearie neber go school norx.. morn before ii go school he come my hse fetch miie to school. before going school.. we go eat breakfast at a hawker near my hse.. ate wanton mee.. was like the portion so small.. and nt bery nice.. =x

okay after tat dearie send miie to school =P and den since aqila's bf also needed wait for her.. so the 2 of them tgt slack loh.. LoL! den my breaktime dearie jiu come and eat with miie etc.. love euu baobei! (= muacks

den after school come find miie again.. wah.. dearie whole day pei miie worx.. =P at least make school more bearable abit.. got tings to look forward to..

after school dearie and miie go west mall walk walk norx.. den his fren call him and miie wanna go lim teh notx.. so miit them at amk hub nor.. den go nebo again.. (= like our hangout place ler norx.. =P yupps gonna sign the member soon.. after tat ii feel like watching movie.. and tot of my wife is a gangster or die hard.. den dun haf the wife one.. den wanna watch die hard but abit too late the timing will end up no bus home.. so we watched at engwah the timing end jus nice take bus la without dearie send miie home..

the show is damn nice.. (= love it can.. hmm den after the show still got abit time den dearie insist wait the bus with miie den take ONE stop den he alight to wait for his bus home.. so sweet can he.. simply love him (=

3:

went to school AGAIN =x today was not so smooth le the day.. haix..

morn dearie like ytd.. morn come fetch miie den we go amk mac there eat breakfast (= den after tat we take mrt meet them den go school.. he company miie my breaks etc too.. (=

haix den there comes the dreadful ting.. banquet ops project.. was hard.. but wads worse lar.. the grouping.. expected tings lidat to happen norx. haix =x SIAN. damn ps damn stress damn f**ked up =x acted strong and nothing happen lidat walk out of cls and to miit dearie with her..

den went to starbucks sit down drink together norx.. den wen talk about this topic with dear ii cant control anymore.. cried` haix. been crying lidat alot everyday.. this is emotionally draining me out.. and tis is worse den physical abuse. mentally abuse is much more torturing and its killing miie inside out.. sick of my acting strong, totally sick of it. but i still lidat.. why? i cant be fragile. acting to be strong, sometimes i can bluff myself tt im strong i can handle it its going to be alrite.. but i noe the fact is its NOT...

at nite darling called me to ask miie abt the books.. talk about tis topic with her again.. cry silently again.. but in the phone i didnt let her noe tat im crying.. dun wan her to worry.. felt so touched to haf someone like her there for me.. cos she understands how ii feel too as she undergoes this before too.. so touched to haf someone understanding and gone thru how i feel and can gimme advice.. so touched~

cry myself to sleep...
HELP ~
27june:

hmmm..today is a big day wor...cause gg to laopo grandma...house haha...wa...so excited sia..hehe..hmm going to see most of laopo relative le wor..haha..so went to laopo house first n wait wait..hehe..cause her other grandma staying with her..want to buy something to the grandma ...house ma..casue she want to follow us also..hhaha..so when all done le...we actaully want to take bus go de..but suddenly her grandma say take cab..cause the sun very strong..she cant ta han..haha..so gd lo...more easy ma..so reach there le under her grandma house already saw her le lo...hehe..her grandma look like my grandma..sia..haha..really lo...it only she more taller only..hehe.so go up..her house..than she ask we 2 to eat the rice she cook..so we eat lo..wa...no taste sia..haha...long tm never eat till so jia la..le..haha somemore laopo rice give me half sia..haha cause she also dont like lo...haha but in the end i still finish lo...hehe..than sit sit awhile...after that we ju go off le..so take cab back again casue her grandma giver her $$ to take cab home..haaha..so we sent her another grandma back home..than we go out le..hehe..go amk hub...to watch movie..haha..!!

28june:

haix ..today never sleep..casue laopo again dont belive me le...dont have the trust in me....than i how to sleep wor ...like that..hmmm..but in the end laopo belive me le la..but too late le la..i tired till numb le lo..than wait awhile in home..than went out take a walk lo ..to destress...lo..haix than suddenly my friend all msg me say y i wanna quit ask me tell them...the reason..but i never tell la..casue no matter how stress i am..or how many pro i have i never tell anyone de..de most is tell abit la..but not all..casue i feel that i myself stress can le dont pass to other ppl ..esp thsoe who care alot for u...just act happy n let them think u alway happy can le but the bad thing is keep too much thing inside not gd wor...the heart will get very weak..like me now lo...abit of thing heart very pain..so those who can tell their pro to..try to tell as much as poss lo..dont keep too much thnig inside.hehe...than when tm almost reach le go down to orchard n meet laopo lo..n her gan di also...than after that we went to bugis to look for my god mum cause must take money from her...than after that we deicde to go ps watch transformer..casue laopo love gv de nacho ma...haha.so go there lo...than befor we go for our movie we go sercert receipt ...n eat ehehe..i n laopo share one mc..than her gan di order 1mc also ...hmmm not so nice wor..the chix there ...but her gan di de more worst ahha..the chix so dry lo..haha..so after finish we ask for bill..than actualy we just kidding ask her gan di to treat de ..but he really treat leh..haha.thanks him so much...next tm i got $$ sure treat him back de..than we go watch movie after that...hmm so nice wor..but laopo sleep sia in the first part ..haix yo..but she wake up just in time for the most exciting part..haha..than after that late le..we faster rush to catch the last train..haha..!!!

29june:

hmmm...today went laopo house as usual..la..haha than laopo say need to go amk to buy thing so go lo...than went to buy her school shoes....n also her shopping shoes..haha..casue her old de spoilt le ma...so buy lo...after that we go home ..casue laopo want to change to pant ..haha...after that acc her go her cousin house n borrow blade lo..hehe...she just dont watn to rent haha..so no choice lo..haha..after that went to cheers to buy some snack..hehe..than take bus go there lo..eat abit in bus also ..hehe..than laopo tired till sleep le...so i see her sleep of course i also sleep la i also tired ma..haha..than in the end sleep over le..haha..than we get down ...lo.than walk to east coast..wa..it was like far lo..sian sia..somemore the balde so heaVy somemore..haha..than almost reach there lo...laop say want to try blade first..haha..than k lo...than she start to blade le..haha..keep want to fall wor...than i hold her till we reach there..than by the tm we reach there she can blade le lo...see i say le ...u sure very fast can blade de..dont belive me..than my turn le ..i go rent the blade..wa...than when i just start to balde..i fall down...stuipid sia..than i go to one side n train lo..casue i really donno how to blade..mai only blade few tm only ...and is balde not more than 15min leh..somemore is alway blade on the grass de...very easy..than i ask them go play lo later than come find me..so they go while i see how ppl blade than i learn lo..hmm fanilly i can blade..le..only cant really turn only...hehe..yeah..first day really want to learn than ...very fast can le..haha.so happy..than after blade till tired le ...than return lo.. than on the way retuen laopo fall down sia..haix yo so bu xiao xin huh...sayang sayang...than after that go mac to eat..haha..eat alot sia...so full lo..jsut now exercise for nth ...sia..sian..than a..ar..to be containew..tml..haha ..

Sunday, July 1, 2007

30june07`

morn go central walk walk and eat first with dearie.. den go home change into pants.. den dearie company miie go my cousin hse.. ii go borrow the skates from her.. =PP

den we walk over to cheers there buy some food and drinks.. den we eat abit in the bus.. the journey so long lar.. den around 15 min will reach lidat tat time ii lie down to slp den how ii noe dearie also.. den when ii wake up realised tat we over the stop quite long ler.. den dearie also wake around there.. den we haf to walk back lar.. haha.. den become late miit winnie and her fren.. =x sorrie to keep them waiting lar.. lucky is 2 of them if nt jiu damn ps ler.. =xx

hmm den halfway while walking ii tired lar.. den wanna blade there instead.. wah.. so scary can when jus start.. cos its my first day rollerblading.. ii only noe iceskating lar.. was like so scary.. den dearie fu miie there.. ii so unstable lar starting den after tat okay abit ler.. =PP

den dearie jiu rent his blade there. wah he just started jiu fall down ler.. aiyorhx.. *sayang* hmm den he wanna practise awhile there first.. so ii join winnie and her fren skate abit first norx.. den after awhile jiu go back find him.. den he better ler lar.. can blade le.. oni unstable.. hahax..

den winnie sae wanna go beach there sit sit so go there lar.. den ii when wanna step down the pathway to the sand the step den fall lar.. *ouch* pain norx.. den sian lar.. ii with the guard so long neber fall den take out oni fall.. =x

after tat we jiu go mac eat norx.. hmmm den when going to walk back that time rain lar.. starting we walk is oni very small drizzling oni.. den bigger and bigger norx.. =( was like walking in the rain.. haha.. ii dun mind lar.. actually like.. but without anyting lar.. cos ii dun like my stuffs to be wet.. and without my spec.. cos very irritating lar.. cant see.. =PP den dearie gimme his chef u to cover so ii not so cold and neber kena so much.. (= so sweet rite.. =PP *muacks*

after tat jiu seperate with winnie they all when we going to bus stop.. hmm den miie and dearie jiu take 76 back to amk.. den ii say wanna watch midnite marhx.. den we jiu watch at amk hub norx.. while waiting for the movie to start everywhere also close ler.. den we go nebo.. the shop can drink and play boardgames norx.. hahax.. clever lar the owners.. grp of students.. open beside theatre.. cfm earn money de.. =PP

27,28june07`

27:
dearie come my house den go with miie and my grandma to my another grandma house to see her.. hmm ii first time bring bf go see her worx.. wah ii tink uu seen the most of my relatives etc le norx.. =P

hmm den after tat send my grandma back to my house den we go watch movie at amk again.. hahax.. actually quite forgotten tat day ting ler norx.. too long neber rite.. =x

28:




morn my ah yee darling jiu gimme wake up call wake miie up lerx.. den jiu miit her and june darling at cine there go k lunch norx.. ii ish tired de norx.. the dae before slp late..

hmm den mit them ii was a little late lar.. so ask them go k first den ii join them in the room again norx.. hmm and also pass them their bdae present.. tat time never miit them pass them.. hope they like it.. =PP yupp.. my darlings still sing so nice~ hmm den after tat we jiu walk around heeren and taka.. after tat my darlings smoke norx.. omg.. just realised tat they smoke can.. say in school too stress till smoke.. haix.. ii damn sad can.. =( at the same time scare lar cos ii starting the sem soon taking their those subs..

after tat miit my dearie at orchard mrt.. june miit her 'fren' go vivo watch movie and sinyee go 'home'.. ehem! okay lar dun sae here.. den miie and my dearie jiu go bugis there miit my gan di.. actually sae wanna watch movie at amk hub the new cathay de den keep changing la.. hmm cos ii at town den after tat we changed to ps den dearie last min niid mit gan ma take sumting den we change to bugis again.. hahax..

den abit sian leh.. watch bugis there.. cos ii dun quite like the theatre there.. so we decided to go back ps there later to watch movie norx.. while waiting for his gan ma.. we walk around abit den after tat jiu go delifrance eat abit norx.. after he miit her ler den we 3 take cab to ps there.. ish ex de norx though near.. cos town charge erp charge rush hr charge.. bth.. haix.. nvm..

den we go buy tics for transformer the show norx.. was okays lar.. starting cos ii too tired and abit sian fall aslp.. but behind part was quite nice.. =PP

before the show we ate dinner at secret recipe.. miie and dearie share a MC and a cake norx.. cos was quite full liao.. hmm the food was fine lar.. but my gan di one.. although he ordered the same MC.. but his one like so nt nice can.. inside no haf the cheese all tat le cos flow out when frying.. and the ting was so out of shape and dry etc.. hmm okay.. den he treat us the meal lar..we jk nia den he treat.. =Pp

den the movie we treat him drinks norx.. and we got nachos.. =PP ii love it lar.. =x yeap! after the movies was like around 12 le.. den we was like rushing for the last train.. hehe.. den we still early.. but was the last train ler norx.. =PP